All I did on Saturday was watch Netflix and text my friends. Oh and eat, that's it. Sunday was chill until 4 PM, that's when I started to freak out. "MOM I CAN'T FIND MY BIKINI" I yell at my mother, Natalia, who is tired of me going around the house picking things up to put in my suitcase. My mom is Argentinian, but she moved to Australia when she turned 18. My father is Australian, he used to live in Sydney but he moved to Melbourne to be with my mom. How romantic, right? Well now they are divorced. We are still close as a family though. "FOUND IT!" I say, grabbing my favorite bikini, that happened to be on the last drawer of the wardrobe. "I need to be prepared in case that cute guy I dream about decides to show up" I think, placing the bikini in my suitcase, that is about to explode. "you know you are only going to be gone for 3 weeks, right?" Says my mom, seeing that I intend to take all my wardrobe with me. I look at her with a pissed face and she just sighs and leaves. 3 hours later I'm done. Everything is settled and my mom is making dinner downstairs. Even though I'm absolutely prepared (I checked 44 times), nothing can shut this feeling of butterflies in my stomach. It's a nice feeling, but also kind of annoying cause my appetite is gone and I know that I won't be able to sleep at all tonight. But I'm happy. My mom calls my little brother Dante and I downstairs and we eat spaghetti. Well, they eat cause my stomach is not cooperating. After dinner, my dad calls me to wish me luck and give me some advice that i dodn't pay attention to. At 11 PM i'm already in my bed, all lights off. I watch a couple episodes from Sex Education (like it's not the 10th time that i watch it) and i decide to go to sleep. Of course i don't succed, and i end up listening to music with my AirPods. At some point at night i give up and i look at the time on my phone. "3:18 AM". Fuck, tomorrow i have to wake up at 6. I decide to text Bella, knowing that her sleeping schedule is as fucked up as mine.
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I honestly don't have any idea of what i want, all i know is that i can't sleep.
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I'm praying we are wrong and interesting things happen, and i'm an atheist. But one can only hope...
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