U+Me=<3

Ch.3

Hi eggplants! 21 days until Christmas!! I'm counting down until break then two weeks of no school!!!! How many days do you get off normally? 

Luke's POV

Normally on Fridays I was really excited, but not today. My mum just had to go up and have me tutor the little sh*t. He probably wasn't any more excited than I was, but it was his fualt. He was the one who had the bad grades, why did I have to be punished?

I walked into school, meeting Ashton, Mathew, and Jason standing by the lockers.

"Hey Luke, are you gonna go to the derby with us today?" Jason asked.

"No, he's tutoring the little tw*t today." Mathew said.

"Don't talk about people like that!" Ashton hissed. "I don't care if it's Michael or not."

"Fine, fine, but seriously guys, I can't make it." I said.

"Aww, the girls are gonna be there." Jason said.

"No, my mum would kill me if I skipped." I said.

"But-" Mathew started but Ashton stopped him.

"He said no guys." Thank god for Ashton. 

I ran into my first class, which happened to be Pre-Calc. Honestly, I never really payed attention, it just came easy to me. The thing about the derby was, I wouldn't actually mind my mum mad at me. I just didn't want to see Samantha. She was my slutty and over-attatched ex-girlfriend. The guys had set me up with her to gain popularity. 

Samantha only wanted to hook up. That b*tch. I dumped her the week the guys set her up with me. She still assumed that I would hook up with her. I'm not someone to give my virginity away. No. Just no. I know everyone assumed that all the gangs did, but, we just liked punk music and getting piercings, not alot to it. 

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It was almost four before Mikey got here.

"Hi, you wanna go up to my room to start?" I asked.

"As long as we don't end up killing eachtother." He said.

We walked up to my room.

Michael's POV

We went up to Luke's room. It was a pretty cool room, as far as they go. It had a bunch of band posters that I liked. And it was dark gray, making it very dark in there.

"Let's make a deal." He said.

"What?" I asked, actually curious he wasn't making fun of me.

"When, we're tutoring we should try to get along. Cause, you know, you really need this and I need volunteering hours."

"Okay."

"Well, let's get started." He said.

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It was about two hours in with only half an hour left. Luke was trying to explain Geometry to me. Yeah, I'm in the low math class. It actually made alot of sense. And Luke never ever got frustrated or anything. He just kept re-explaining it to me and making it easier to understand.

Luke was writing some notes down so I could take them home and study them. I just watched him contentally.A/N: This idea was made up by Sabrina (@starhart8) The italics will be her idea and not actually in the storry.

Suddenly, a random girl, who was very tall and blonde came out of the shadows in the corner. She had popcorn in her hands.

"Kiss, kiss, kiss." She quietly chanted.

Then she wiggled her fingers and faded back into the darkness. Mikey and I just looked at eachother.

"What the actual f*ck?" Mikey asked

"I have no idea." I replied.

A/N: That was Sabrina's part she made up. Okay, back to the real thing.

 Luke was rather beautiful. His quiffed hair and blue eyes like ,ugh, to die for. What?! I did not just think that. God, I sound like a teenage fangirl.

He looked over at me. Luke started to lean over. HOLY F*CK HE WAS LEANING TOWARDS ME!! I started to breath haeavier and my heart beat faster. He then went behind me.

"Sorry, Mikey, the pencil was going to fall off then end." He said.

"Oh, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow for more tutoring." I said. Then I left and Calum came to pick me up.

"How was it?" Calum asked when I got in the car.

"I think I'm gay, Calum."

Then I just started crying into his shoulder. 

Luke's POV

**May be triggering, please lovelies, I love you, so don't read if you are easily triggered.**

Ugh! I was so stupid! How could I have feelings for Michael Clifford? There was no possible way. But, seeing the way he looked at me. Those green eyes that were so much prettier than mine. And then you actually went to kiss him?!

F*ck, Luke, your so stupid! Did you see how scared he was? Mikey probibly htes you! God, you're so stupid. I went into a crying fit.

Of course he would've rejected you anyways, you useless f*g.

"No! Stop it!" I screamed.

You know it's true. The blade's right over there.

"Stop!" I screamed, crying more.

No, you are useless, go do it, he'd be happy, he'd never love you. Who could?

I went over to my bathroom and cut. I hadn't done it in a long time. It felt so nice, the blood just running down my arm. After I felt satisified, I washed my arm and covered it with bracelets. Wait, what the f*ck did I just do? No, no, no, no, no. I picked up my phone with tears in my eyes and called the only number on speed-dial.

Ashton answered on the first ring. I could tell he was at the end of the derby. Cal wasn't with him?

"Hello?" He said.

"A-ashton?" I sked sobbing.

"Luke, honey, no! I'll be over in five. Just hang in there okay? Don't do anything stupid."

"O-okay." I sniffled.

"How many?" Ash asked.

"Two." I said.

"It's okay, it's just a relapse, your doing so well. I love you buddy. Bye."

"Love you too, bye Ash."

Ashton came over. I ended up explaining everything to him. The tutoring, Michael, leaning in but making up the excuse, the voices, just everything. He sat there and calmed me down. THen, we ended up watching tons of movies until I fell asleep.