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Part 17 - Starts

⚠️ Self harm warning!! ⚠️

YO loOk thiS chApteR has SelF harM depReSsIon shiT, Im edGy.

(Okay but like seriously depression is not a joke, if i do offend someone in any way i will be happy to take this chapter down :D )

Midoriya POV

I walk out of my room, i just finished showering. I look over at where Uraraka and Lida usually sit.
It looks like their mumbling something in between themselves. I was curious so i walked over to hear.
"Hey guys! What are you mumbling about?" I say taking a seat infront of them.
They look at me slighty worried and confused.
"What is it..?"
"We're kind of starting to get worried about Todoroki" says Uraraka.
"Yes, we just had a chat with him.. it was concerning the way he acted" says Lida looking at the table separating us.
"What do you mean by that? Can you guys explain?" I say.
"We were talking about when we wanted to all hang out, i said Wednesday but then he said he was busy" Uraraka says.
"Yes. Then when we asked him why he couldn't come. Im pretty sure he lied and said it was personal stuff" lida says.
"Yea! Then when we brought up why he was acting different"
"He got all defensive, and tried to walk away from the conversation"
"Which he did" adds Lida pushing up his glasses.
"Oh.."
i try and process what they have told me. I really need to have a chat with him..
"I want to talk to him, but he always manages to change the subject" i say.

We sit in silence for a bit.
"Maybe we could tell a teacher? It does seem serious" Lida says.
"Uh, lets not jump to conclusions" says Uraraka.
"Yea good idea" Lida says.
Man..what is wrong with Todoroki..its been days since the incident. He would have recovered if it was about that.

So..whats wrong?
I rest my head in one of my hands.
"Its hard to help someone when they don't want to be helped.." says Lida.
"Its okay though Deku! We'll get through to him somehow!" Says Uraraka.
"Mhm.."
"Jeez..your always so positive about things Midoriya" lida says.
"Yea what happened..?" Says Uraraka.
"I guess it just different with Shouto" i say fiddling with my feet.
"I guess thats just love~" Uraraka says. I feel her nudge my arm.
Her comment makes me slightly blush.
"Awwe look at him" Uraraka says.
"Aughh..shut up.." i say burying my face into my hands. I peep through them and look at Lida whos just smiling.
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The next morning + Todoroki POV

I wake up, but i feel tired.
I look at my clock.
4:16 am
Oh..that explains it.

Woken up Shouto?

Oh..you again?! Can you leave me alone for once? I have school tomorrow.

That doesn't really matter. Your mind needs to tell you something.

What?!...i cant believe im talking to this voice like a normal person.

Your an idiot.

Augh! What the fuck?! Are you saying that just for the fun of it?!
I roll over on my bed and close my eyes again trying to fall asleep.
I open my eyes and close them.

4:50...

5:47...

7:24...

I open my eyes once more.
7:58 am
It feels like the hours went by in seconds..
Im so tired right now..i dont want to get up.

Then just stay here

Yea..okay. I pull my blanket over my whole body covering it. I close my eyes again.