Teach Me: JJK ✔

Straight confessions

JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V

I was waiting at the table which I had booked for us two for like half an hour . Y/N hadn't arrived yet , and my heart started to sank as I got some wrong thoughts flooding in my mind . I had the same trust on Y/N . But , I guess Y/N's trust had changed towards me . I was scared if she would not like to see me anymore .

I decided on waiting for five more minutes , and then leave if Y/N wouldn't arrive in those minutes . I was a teacher after all , and I had more rights on my student , than she had on me . The teacher mode was getting switched on inside me , as fury was taking over my senses .

There were 4 more minutes left , and I tapped my foot furiously as I waited for her to arrive. If I would keep my anger aside , and then try to be patient , then I could hear my heart beat for Y/N . I just couldn't wait to see her and clear the misunderstandings and get into the normal routine .

There were only 2 minutes left , and I held the side of my chair , out of impatience . I just wanted her to come , no matter what .

60 seconds were left now , and I was counting down the seconds as I anxiously waited for her . Half a time was over , and she wasn't here yet .

In the span of 10 seconds , I chuck it . Harshly getting up my chair , I gathered my bag which I had bought just in case we would study. But if she was this persistent in ignoring me , I would prefer not to meet her anymore , and act cold towards her .

As I stormed out of the cafe , I bumped onto a young girl who was covering her face while wearing a mask and an oversized , pink hoodie . This attire looked familiar , and I just froze as I recognised those shorts .

It was her . My girl . My Y/N .

"M-Ms. Min ?" , I stuttered while she raised her eyes to look up at me . She dropped her mask down till her chin , to reveal her plump pink lips . She nibbled on the lower lip while looking down .

"Why did you take so long ?" , I asked , concerned as to what made her walk out in a mask .

"I overslept ." , she said while looking away . I knew that she was lying .

"Stop lying . I'm your teacher and I know you too well ." , I said sternly . I got the urge of grabbing her shoulders and make her utter out the truth . But , I had to control myself .

"I'm not lying , I overslept . What do you know about my life ?" , she retorted back at me for the first time . I widened my eyes at her . She had never reacted like this to me .

"Why the heck would you wear a mask in such a pleasant weather ?!" , I questioned her that which she expected not to answer .

"Fine , if you don't trust me , then you can tell me to leave , I'll gladly do it ." , she said while turning to leave .

I gently yet in a strong way grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards me . Her chest clashed against mine , causing some weird chills run down our spines .

For not increasing any sexual tension , I let her free from her wrist   while she looked down at the floor .

"Anyway . I wanted to talk about the day . That day . " , I didn't make the day specific , but I was sure that she understood .

"I don't want to talk about it ." , Y/N clearly disagreed on talking any further . I sighed and dragged her till our booked table .

There was one sign that I kept under notice that whenever I would touch her , she would never hesitate or even show any type of uneasiness . And still she was getting insecure .

As soon as we were on the table , I shifted the menu aside to hold her hand in mine , to make her comfortable .

"Answer me honestly . Do you feel good when I'm close to you ?" , I asked her the question in a straightforward manner .

She raised her eyes up in shock at my question . She definetely didn't expect me to ask such a question to her .

"Sorry , what ?" , she asked me to repeat my question again . I sighed and held her hand tighter than usual . She turned red due to the tight touch .

"Do you feel good when I'm close to you ? Do you miss me when I'm not around you ? Because I do . I definetely do miss you when your not around me , with me . My heart aches . And I get distracted . And I feel that the heaven is in my hands when I hold your body against mine . That day when your body was against mine , I felt the shots of pleasure , which made me take a flight to cloud nine . When you're with me , I feel that the atmosphere has changed by it's own . No matter how worse can my mood get , being with you always brings up a smile . A million dollar smile stretches up in my face . You might not sense the feeling , but I did it . I'm in ....  I don't know how to say that . It's just such a heavenly feeling , and that too , with an angelic personality like you . I just don't want you to go far away from me . I can't bear the distances anymore . I want you . I need you . I love you . I love you Y/N , I love you . "

I let all my feelings out in one breath and then let out a sigh of relief . I looked at her face to see her face completely pink out of shyness . I proceeded my hand to cup her face from the other side . "Do you love me ? It's okay if you want to keep it one-sided , I'm not going to cling onto you in this case . I respect you and your opinions. " , I said while flashing a weak smile .

Her hand went slack under my grip and she stood up to grab her bag and then proceed to go outside . I didn't leave her . I followed her till we were outside . She wore her mask again , and didn't care to face me . It was pissing me off . I had no other choice , than using that threat .

"If you won't stop , I'll tell your brother about what just happened with us some days ago !"

It worked . She stopped in her tracks and turned to face me . Her cheeks were flushing red . She was turning into the darkest shade of red .

And she was coming towards me .