Grayson Dolan - One Shots

Its Fine

You:
"hey it's Ethan, uhm, how do I say this Gray he needs you, I don't know, he needs to talk to you or something because I can't see him like this anymore..."

Now I'm here, sitting on my living room sofa repeatedly tapping my foot, waiting for Grayson to show up. It's the first time I've seen him in a year and I have know idea what he wants.

"Hey." I say opening the door to reveal him. God even after a year and you still manage to take my breath away.

"Hey." He replies, his voice coming out raspy.

"Let's sit down." I say motioning towards the sofa. He nods and we walk over and sit down leaving a gap between us.

"I know E called you, obviously, I Uh just have to ask you something." He says with his eyebrows furrowed. "Do you, uhm still think about me?"

Shit

I've never been able to lie to him...

"It's been a year now, I've figured out how to think about you without it ripping my hear out." I pause before continuing. "And I know, you know, we know you weren't."

"Down for forever and it's fine." He says cutting me off.

"No Gray, I know, you know, we know we weren't."

"Meant for each other and it's fine."

"You can't get rid of me." He says.

He's right, I cant leave him, not again.

"I can't." I say breathlessly.

He smiles. "I won't let you this time."

"Hey it's E again, thank you, he's been all giddy and shit since he got back, this morning, he's not gonna let you go this time."

Not this time