Too All The Boys Ived Loved Before: Part 4

Chapter 3(Plans For Spring Break)

I woke up the next morning at 12 pm it was Sunday so no classes and I went to take a shower because me and my friends usually all go for lunch  at a little cafe close by. Also everyone's leaving for spring break Tuesday so we can spend a little more time with each other before we leave for 2 weeks. As I was getting dressed in just jeans a black tank top with ruffles and cardigan suddenly my phone rang and Daddy was calling me. " Hey Daddy"! I answered cheerfully  " Hey Sweetie, do you think there's any way you can come by Home Monday early before spring break because we're throwing a surprise Party for Kitty and we want to make sure your their or she won't be very happy" Omg I forgot Kitty my amazing but annoying baby sister is going to be 13 a teenager! I can't believe it. "Yeah I'm sure I can. I just need to talk to my professors today. What time do I need to be their"? I asked. " Maybe around 8am.I know it's early but we want everything arranged on time  and not be rushed." Daddy said. "Yeah that's great actually and I can leave around 9 tonight and maybe be home by 12am! " Okay  sounds great sweetie be safe and I love you!" " Love you to Daddy.Bye." As I hung up I realized it's 12:40 were suppose to meet up at 1 and I also need to tell Ash that I'm leaving g earlier than I thought but I'm sure it'll be fine since she loves  Kitty and knows how much we miss each other.  As I walk at of my room and tell Ash I'm ready I get another text from Peter saying.: Morning Covey and by the way Greg mentioned having breakfast with a group of your friends. So guess I'll see you their-PK . What? I practically screamed and Ashley started busting out laughing she had been reading over my messages behind me. "Why are you laughing!" I snapped. " Jeez chill LJ it's not like you two are still dating and if he hurts you in anyway you know 3 people that will kick his ass including me!"
" I know but he's acting like nothing happend and like he didn't just break my heart into pieces" I start to tear up as I speak. " Hey LJ it's okay you're stronger now you've changed into a beautiful confident woman that don't need nobody honey! NO ONE" Me and Ashley both start laughing because of the way she said that but it's true I'm braver than I was before tougher and not as shy but I am still Lara Jean. " Alright let's go" she says "and just know LJ I got your back and I'm here if you need me" we then hug and make our way to the caffe with the boys already waiting including Peter,Greg,and Trevor. At this point I'm starting to get anxious as we walk in the don't even notice us at first they're laughing about something Greg said which I'm sure was a dumb joke but still kinda funny. All 6 boys are sitting in rows of three on opposite sides. Peter,Greg,and Trevor are facing opposite of where I'm standing so Peter can't see me thank goodness but he will eventually and Charles,James,and Asher are sitting facing me and Ash with 2 seats for me and Ash at the end of the table. Finally Asher notice us and waves us over and I hear  Greg literally jump out of his seat and scream as loud as he can " LARGIE!" And I just start laughing so hard but still a little embarrassed and go for a hug but instead he lifts me up in the air and spends me around like a freaking fan going round and round. When he finally puts me down I'm so dizzy I can barely stand but Greg helps me by leaning me on his shoulder a little. " Oh sorry Largie just  got  a little excited I haven't seen you in forever." Meaning since me and Peter broke up if I think about it I'm going to cry so I just say "It's fine Greg." and make my way over to my seat and greet everyone with a smile as I take a seat next to Asher and Ashley. As soon as I sit I feel Peters eyes on me but I don't look up because I can feel my face turning a bright red just thinking about his eyes on me and I don't want to make a fool to think he actually wants me.                                
   After we order we sit around and just talk about our plans for spring break and how all our classes are going and then our food arrives. We eat are food and sit around and laugh at some of Greg's jokes for a little while and I have to admit there not that bad but I'm actually starting to feel less nervous and more comfortable probably because I'm making no eye contact with Peter but I still can feel his eyes on me. After everyone finishes their  food we pay and then sit and talk for a couple more minutes before we all go our separate ways. Then out of nowhere James and Asher just start wrestling literally in the middle of the restraunt  and we all bust out laughing. James says to me and Ash " What y'all laughing at I'll take y'all down like a took down Asher!" At the point I get up and run because James and Asher are about 6 feet tall and I'm 5 foot so you see the difference! Me and Ash make a run for it but Charles grabs Ashley and Asher and James literally tackle me and they all three say in sync "YALL GOING DOWN!" and the I look back over while in a literal headlock too see Greg laughing like there's no tomorrow. Trevor cheering us on but Peter just looks jealous and I understand that they grabbed me but I'm not his girlfriend anymore and they are just my friends my best friends so why is Peter happy and texting me one minute then jealous and angry the next? Finally me and Ash get let go and I'm out of breath and then I slap Asher, James,and Charles because I'll admit that hurt so bad when I got tackled and they're a lot bigger than me! As we walk back over to the table we all say our goodbyes and share one more laugh and go out separate ways as I'm walking out hear someone call my name and I know exactly who it is. It's Peter.
   I walk up to Peter and just prepare myself for what he's fixing to say and too be honest I have no idea what he will say. I mean he's been texting me but I didn't even respond and he's just got mixed emotions that I don't understand right now. I finally reach him about an inch a way from him my heart is beating so fast Peter can probably hear it. Then Peter       starts to talk and I immediately feel even more nervous and have no idea why. " Hey Covey I need to talk to you?" He says almost like he's about to cry.  "About what?" I cautiously ask and the responds which the one word I really wanted to here but wasn't ready for. "us".
                                       He then continues to talk and I feel like my heart is fixing to jump out of my chest. "Can we go sit over there in a booth?" He asks because we are still at the door by the caffe just standing right in front of it. " Sure" I say nervously and I'm sure Ashley knows what's going on because she made the boys leave and she's waiting for me outside in a chair on her phone, glancing up at me a few times then back to Peter. As me and Peter sit in the booth Peter immediately says " Covey I'm so so so sorry for the way I broke up with you and how I was cruel to you when I was just so stressed with practice and school" and by now I just want to get this over with and I quickly say "Peter that's in the past it's fine-don't worry about it"  All I see is pain on his face. Even though I've been wanting to confront him I know  I'm stronger now and I can take it without blowing up on him. " That's not it" he states "Covey ever since I talked to you that night at the party I've been thinking about you non-stop and I sill want to be with you, and I know I messed up and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get you back" and there it is that hint he's been trying to give out but didn't really do a good job at giving it because he wants to talk bout recipes and baking and what I'm doing for spring break. Apart of me wants to say yes but the other part of me knows I might get hurt again and that was painful enough. I know that I still love him though so much and I miss his touch and I really don't wanna be hurt again. I'm stronger now though. Maybe I should give him a chance? Or maybe just take it a step at a time, not jump right back in with him but gradually build a trustworthy,loving relationship between us that leads us somewhere. That's what I'm gonna do because I know Peter really cares about me and I'm willing to try again maybe we are really meant to be!
                                    Okay so yeah I know a lot happens here! Let me know what you think if you dislike or liked. I like this chapter but I feel like I could do a little better so again tips and comments are great! ♥️ Enjoy! Next Chapter coming soon!