Kho,This TN Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us

9are3

As many people came in the strip club, Frankie should begin his first show, he was dead nervous but he put his hand in the pole in a sigh and he danced the whole night, the men who already have gotten in cheered at him giving him tips already. Until he had to be stopped to go with a young man in the room.
The man grabbed him by the hair for a kiss, Frank's first real kiss, he moaned from surprise and didn't know how to feel or act, it was too weird, too... unexpected, too uneducated. Embarrassed, he watched the man take his clothes off. "Oh you want me to take yours off too?" the young man asked, but Frankie not understanding a word, not understanding a thing stared at him without responding. The man got closer and started undressing Frankie, he blushed and wanted to stop him, but he really needed the money. His first time was very rough, but he tried to switch off all of his feelings throughout the pain of the penetration. His nights were filled with rough penetrations and fists bruising his skin, they kicked him, tried to tear out his skin, and all body fluids got into him, piss always left a bitter feeling for him. Gee, or Gerard by now, in the other hand found a better place to sing in and gained enough fans to do concerts, he lived his dream to the best and was very happy but so busy that he forgot about his boyfriend, and when he did remember Frankie, he would get mad. Frankie couldn't check on him, he was too tired to live and wished to stop breathing in his sleep, Gee was constantly in his head, he needed him more than anything this time, he wished to be comforted by him when he cried, and he did cry every night. Everything was enough and as he saw his reflection on the mirror he broke out of anger, a revelation crossed his mind. He didn't risk his life to have a better life in Italy just to wish to die, so he dressed himself and went to his colleges.
"Me go, minute come back..." he told his colleagues heading to the door.
"But you can't get out of here! Your shift starts in an almost an hour and you haven't trained yet!" He smiled at Ray and hurried out, he headed to the concert that was announced on the television and sneaked in. He watched his lover make his show as usual, but it wasn't a usual show for Frank, seeing everyone looking and cheering and loving Gee, squeezed his heart, he envied everyone calling his name, and everywhere he dropped a look, Gee didn't notice him. A boy was holding his middle fingers up in the air and Frankie boiled, he punched him in the jaw without trying to understand and that's when Gerard noticed, he stopped singing and ordered them to stop because the security couldn't get on hold of Frankie.
"Stop!" Hearing Gee's voice he stopped and both were taken by the security. Until the end of the show, Gee came to check on the victim and Frank again was pissed.
"Sema ana mashi bnadem ana?"
"Bahdeltni!" Gee Whispered
"Rani nbehdel..."
"Sme7li..."
"Gerard, we're going in five minutes." Said one of his bandmates.
"Frankie, lazem nroh..."
"3omri, dini m3ak..." his eyes filled up with tears.
"Ma9ditch..."
"Weshnou?! Tnekt 3la jalek ya rbk, mara7ch nkhelik tkhelini!" Frankie cried and Gee finally realised.
"Frankie..."
"N7ebek!"
"Me too..."
"Gerard in a minute!"
"Okay we're coming!" Gee held Frank by the hand and they rushed to the van.
"Ouin nrohou?"
"Yak nrohou w khlas?" They got in the van and the other members looked at Frank weirdly.
"This is Frankie..."
"Yeah we know, the boy who started the fight, we'll be talked about tomorrow for sure. Thanks man!"
"But why are you here?"
"M-me...?" Frank asked shyly when every eye was brought on him.
"He's just a friend..."
"Friend?! No!"
"Yeah don't worry you can be the singer's friend."
"Thank you guys for tonight, you did an amazing job!"
"You too Gerard!" They talked their way to the hotel in conversation Frank understood half.
"We've only reserved enough rooms for the band members..."
"It's okay I'll share the room with my friend."
As soon as they got inside the room, Gee jumped on the bed. Frank was a bit scared, he walked slowly, he was about to hug him, but Gee got up.
"9are3 nedouwesh..."
So Frank sat on the bed as he heard the water running and waited... waited... waited, interminably...