Life in a shell 🐚

"Escape Plan"

Having a bunch of keys, shows that there are many locks to be unlocked. But when you begin panicking you never find which key is the right one to unlock that door, in life always make it easy to get away from situations you deemed stuck to.  We rush into things with our eyes blinded by the truth, with no questions ask or with no questions expected to be answered. With so much excitement to live with the man I love, no time was set for me to actually try and figure out who he was. That little question had played in my mind since the first day we've met. Why was he in the back of my school? Answers? There was none. Why was he on my street? Answers ? Also none. Decisions we make affect us in so many ways. Whether we do it to please friends or foe, outcomes are usually the same. A little more onsite of who Davon is😞 Shucks, I'm just as surprised as your going to be. Since Mecca & I have been hanging out, she's became very closed to me. We shared each other dark secrets, our fears and hurt. Just an ordinary girl you might ask: Mecca was nothing of the above. Fear skinned, blonde hair,blue eyes, tattoos on her neck and sleeve, thick built. She looked like every man dream girl. When pudding would go missing for weeks, I would packed my bags and go by Mecca. On a very dark still night, I decided to leave. So many emotions trace through my body when suddenly, My hair stood on end, a shiver raced down my spine and a lump came to my throat. It was him...Davon stood there in amaze to see me standing with my luggage in my hands, breathing uncontrollably, palms sweaty, I turned around and start running. He pace after me shouting my name "SARAH,SARAH". Hiding in the bathroom, imagining the doors were made of steel. My knees started shaking, fearful for my life I began to pray asking God if he can get me out of this situation I'll give my life unto him. BAM 💥 sound of a gun shot was fired, blowing the lock of the door. He owned a gun? 😱 terrified of what he'll do. As he got closer to me he said; " YOUR LIFE BELONGS TO ME" those words sent fear through out my body. He held me by me cheeks, squeezing them in such a harsh way. He then placed a kiss upon my lips. From that kiss he forced himself on top of me, beating me as he toke advantage. Tears 😭 nothing but Tears 😭 ran down my face, I just wanted to live. Taste of alcohol from his lips made me sick. When he was done he looked at me and shouted: "CLEAN YOURSELF UP & GET TO BED" Puzzled by what just happen, I stumbled to get up, blood dripping slowly down my thighs. I sat in the tub with so much pain running through my body. "When we think we know someone so good, there are always ways they manage to prove us wrong". Something had to be done & it had to be done quickly.