Shadow

Shadow - part 1

It's hard for me to believe that we are moving from Ohio to New York. I know that NY is really beautiful town but all my friends are here, my house, my memories. Tears in my eyes are already here, I can feel them. New York, new friends, new school, new people, that things surrounded my mind.

-Mom, dad! Let's just stay here. We are happy here, right?

-Honey, we are, but there is virus coming, we have to leave fast. - my dad answered with sad face.

While I was getting in car i felt something wierd in my body, in my soul. But i tryed to ignore that. I don't want to make my parents sad. On the way for New York I was listening to mp3 and reading book, just to try to forget Ohio. By the way my name is Nina, I am 14 years old. I don't have sisters or brothers, but I will for 2 months. My mom is pregnant, I will have sister. That makes me happy.

And finally we got in New York. It was beautiful, much of lights, colorful, happy couples, almost perfect. Our house was yellow, old house. It's broken on some places, but my dad will fix it so I bet it would look nice after fixing. Its july, high temeperatures, sunny days and that stuff. For one month I will go in new school. It won't be easy, I know. This house is so big, and my room is big. I don't have much stuff in. Wardrobe, bed, table, computer, lamp and DVD. But for few days I'm going downtown with mom to buy new stuff. I fell asleep really fast.

Next day when I woke up I logged in Facebook , I got like 10 messages: " Nina, you are moving?!" , " I will miss u so much, xxx" , " Send me message when u get in NY " , " Will you come back in Ohio ever again? " . Oh my God, I feel tears again. My best friends Emily, Kasandra, Thomas, Lina, Mark, oh I will miss them so much. Will they survive virus? God please save them.

When i stepped in kitchen I saw mum and dad in kitchen, having breakfast.

- Nina, come, sit, it's breakfast time. - mum said.

- Mom, I'm not hungry, sorry.

This is killing me. I can't remove Ohio from my head, even on second.