it literally breaks my heart when ever i go to third block.
like i love edward and i love being in the same room with him, but its just i cant concentrate when ever he is around. i get jealous easily when ever he talks to daina.. which is really stupid because shes my friend and i trust edward, but something that shelby told me just made me...yeah. i worry that he is just using me for his own benefits, i mean i have been called ugly twice by two people who dont even know each other..i just wonder..why me? out of all the pretty girls edward could have asked..out of all the sarcastic people he could have had...why did he choose me? when ever i see him all of my worries melt away like they were nothing, but im happy he did choose me because i've had a 'thing' for him for a while now but i..i dont know. >.< i am so stupidddddd!!! i cannot think like dis!!! okay heres my thought process, i love him and trust him so i shouldnt worry so much, im acting like a stupid petty little girl and i need to calm the fuck down. there. :3 im in my happy place again =w= i seriously need to go see some of my old friends so they can smack some sense into meh..maybe caitlin...no..she might stob some sense into meh...I KNOW!!! annie =w=.
annie has been my best friend sinse middle school and has been for a while, she loves one direction, louis, doctor who, sherlock, homestuck (she s addicted) mesha ( killed by carson in class TT.TT) she loves anime, has short red hair, and glasses. she loves yelling " YAOI" at the top of her lungs and eating pizza. ^^ she has a slight obsession with supernatural and kittens.
THIS is what happenes to you when you know someone like that for a long time -_- i literally know most of everything about her, like i found out she recently got a girlfriend! ^^ im so happy for her >w< there was one time we were in gym and she yelled " fred chicked!" at the top of her lungs and i not even joking, all the black people turned :D i laughed so hard me and katie were on the floor dying XD remembering things like this makes me so happy
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Actionthis is pretty much like a blog, or journal of how im feeling. basically its my virtual diary. don't judge >.<
