January 16 10:02 a.m 2015

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OKAY, today is my last entry for a while. i wish i could be on every day but i cant because the new semster is starting. im listing to paremore, playing god. i just finished retaking my math s.o.l. i think i did better. :) i feel pretty good today. i just wanna be happy today and smile. i dont care about my family promblems, or relationship stuff, or even my friends. i just wanna laugh right now cause im just so bubbliy today. with reminds me of a song my mom used to love. it was called bubbiliy. i think im gonna cry..oh my god i am...

i just turned on jamioquai radio and a song my dad used to love just came on..i havent heard this song  since i was six...its called allright.....i wish things were just as easy like when you were a child. when you were a kid, everything was so bright and beautiful. you didnt understand why things happened like they did. i started to wonder about my religious self and i still dont know. i mean i've never been the biggest religious fan, for me it was you live and you die. if i was asked or forced to question life. i question death.why do ppl want to die so much> what do they think is beyond that barrier of life and death? death is death. you cant come back from it. but life, you can choose how you live. if your unhappy then make yourself happy. there is always a way to be happy. ^w^ rawwwrrwwwwww im so happyyyy!! :D idk why but i am IMA CALL ANNIE AND WE ARE GOING TO SCREAM ABOUT SLAMMING INTO WALLS...though she might scream karkat instead of yaoi or louis.....hmmmmmm /(T.T)/ oh well!!!! ^^  everyone reading this, i hope you have a fantabulous fabulous, flipping fantastic, awesomely cool, smiling day! please smile for me once kay? 

see ya :3

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