My journal

january 7 2014

i dont know what to think anymore. i feel like i've made the biggest mistake of my life by not hearing edwards side of the story. it hurts even writing his name. i want to move on, beleve me i really do, but i just...he's always on my mind and i hate it. i just want to walk up to him and hit him. i wish i have never even met him because it hurts. but i do have good news..we are still friends. literally. not the whole 'oh i dont like you anymore but we can still be friends' scheme . but yesterday when i went to my next block edward came up to me smiling and showed me his naruto t-shirt which i thought was pretty cool cause young kakashi and narutos dad was on it. he also got a full metal alchemist clock. i fliped him off and laughed. my friend megan usd to have the same thing anf a soul eater headband. i personally have a sailor moon necklace and a bleach wristband. dont judge me about the sailor moon, i like the live action anime because its pretty and the fingers are really slender and i really want to draw it. >.< im trying to draw better. so instead of thinking of my promblems i have imersered myself in manga art. i just cant handle anything else