runaways | SVT BXB

01: choi & yoon

THE ANGEL AND HIS GUARDIAN

SONG: LOVE LETTER BY SEVENTEEN

"cheol, do you have time for a second?"

as soon as he heard the soft voice of his roommate, seungcheol had alread abandoned his homework and turned around in his chair. "of course, hannie."

the younger sat down on the bed fiddling with the sleeves of his oversized hoodie. it was pink, with a baby blue cloud on the front, and fit him perfectly in seungcheol's opinion. the once so long hair was now short, and blonde, he looked like an angel who had fallen down from his cloud right into seungcheol's room.

"uh....cheol?" jeonghan's cheeks turned a bright pink and seungcheol only now realized he had been staring for way too long. "sorry, i got lost in thought. what do you need?"

"i-i have something to tell you...uhm...promise me to not hate, please?"

"how could i ever hate you, hannie? youre a literal angel, no one could hate you without losing their heart and mind first!" the words sounded so honest and heartfelt, the blonde nearly started sobbing.

"please stop that, cheol. you might hate me after this, no matter how absurd it sounds to you now."

"tell me first, hannie. i wont judge okay? weve been through so much together, ill accept you no matter what. but please tell me, im worried about you, okay?"

jeonghan stood up and gave the other a blue envelope he had held in his hand the whole time, but seungcheol only took notice now. 

"here, please read it. im sorry, but i couldnt just say it facing you, i practiced in the mirror for days but i just wouldnt get it right, so i decided to do it this way."

"hannie-" the boy had left the room before seungcheol could  say anything else, so he was left staring at the blue envelope in his hands, with the neat and familiar handwriting that decorated the front.

to my guardian cheollie <3

On this letter I want to write down our story
Every little thing about you and me

Write everything down about us on a love letter
(Throw it in the air)
And throw it into the empty sky
The wind will embrace us
So that your painful days of the past are erased
(Throw it in the air)
I will hold you tighly and never let go
I will always be by your side

1, 2, 3

Worrying all night about my bad handwriting
Which is about as bad as how I express my feelings
I try to sincerely express myself but I can't get it out
I try to wrap my head around this all night
But I can't deliver my feelings

I wonder if you know how much I'm worrying
When do I give you the letter in my pocket?
I approach you without thinking
And calm my breath
"Can you give me your hand?
Here, this is for you"

-yes, i wrote that. jihoon helped me tho, but it was my idea. (its only half of the song, but the whole thing is still somewhere in my notebook, so maybe if you would want to, one day, i could show it to you.?)

anyways, back to the important things: i want to confess to you with this letter, choi seungcheol. 
i knew i felt something for you the day you told me about your brother and i just couldnt bring myself to destroy our friendship. so i kept quiet. i was scared you wouldnt want me....

i am still, but i just couldnt take it anymore. so with this, im confessing my love to you.

youre my guardian angel, cheol. youre always by my side, you protected me that day we went out to get the groceries and someone called me a faggot. yeah, i still remember that. its not that bad tho, i have you, their words dont hurt me as long as you have your wings spread out above me. you help me out everytime im stuck and cant get myself to find a way out. your wings are beautiful and strong, and you gave them to me, you made them my protection. im very thankful for that, even though im also worried one day, you will get hurt doing so. youre too important and amazing to hurt yourself for someone like me. 

i dont know how to end this, im awkward sorry.

i love you with all i have, choi seungcheol.
Will you be my boyfriend?

yours truly,
yoon jeonghan

PS: i called the song LOVE LETTER because ist exactly that :) (and confession letter sounds kinda bad)

the paper fell to the ground, tears blurring some parts of the neat handwriting. it still looked like it had been printed, even though when taking a closer look, one could spot the few crooked lines where jeonghan's hand had shaken from nervousness. still, it was beautiful. just like him.

seungcheol burst into the living room, not even taking the time to scold junhui and minghao who were making out on the couch even though he had forbid them from doing so, because "its fucking nasty".

"where is jeonghan?"

"i dont know, did something happen?" minghao looekd up, red stains littering his exposed collarbones.

"no- yes- i mean, i need to talk to him."

"you searching for han-hyung? he went to the park to take a walk." soonyoung walked in and seungcheol just nodded before rushing out.

he reached the park where jeonghan loved to go for walks - the small path was littered with cherry blossoms of the many trees at the sides. it was a wonderful day, the sun was shining and a warm breeze brushed the boys now caramell brown hair aside.

it didnt take him long to spot jeonghan. he was sitting on one of the benches, staring into the blue sky like it held all the answers to his questions. 
quietly, seungcheol crept up behind him and hugged the boy.

jeonghan jerked up and was about to say something, but the other cut him off with a small shh.

"i love you too, yoon jeonghan. my angel."

"really?" "yeah. be my boyfriend."

jeonghan jumped up, turned around and buried his head in the crook of seungcheol's neck, smiling like crazy. the words left his lips over and over again, like a mantra.

"i love you."

"yes, i love you."

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yeet, hi

thx

zm