Till Death Do Us Part

CHAPTER 1. Too young

It felt like someone was kicking him hard in the stomach when he saw the text.

SIMON- Hi Louis, since you haven't answered any of my calls, I have no other choice then text you. I didn't want to text you about this since it's such a big thing but anyways. I have talked to the other boys, and well we all think it's a good idea to bring back the band. I mean it's been about 18 moths about now, hasn't it? But all jokes aside call me back so I can explain what we are thinking. 

4 years and 5  months, he felt ashamed that he knew exactly how long it's been since him and Harry broke up. 4 years and 5 months ago I broke Harry's and my own heart, Louis thought to himself. He remembered all the good things him and Harry had done during their years as a couple. Louis always thought it was hard having to hide their relationship to the public, how Simon and the management made them hide it. But of corse Harry made him feel better and they even found it kind of funny hinting to their fans in interviews that they were a thing. They would be touching each other and saying things that just made no sense. But mostly they liked teasing each other. Knowing they could't be together in public just made them desire each other even more. The touching and flirting would drive Louis crazy.

Imagining seeing Harry in real life again hurt Louis so bad. He knew it was all his fault that him and Harry broke up in the first place, but he never stoped loving him. Harry and Louis had been dropping hints to each other during the past five years to remind them that it would always be them. Louis knew his heart would always belong to Harry and he was okey whit that. The tattoos on their arms would never disappear, much like their love for each other. Knowing their love was permanent  didn't change the fact that Louis had given in to the pressure and broke Harrys heart.  And now they would for the first time look in each others eyes, talking. Their communication for the past five years had only been thru songs, tweets, colors and other subliminal things but now, now they would speak actual words. A tear, cold and heavy slowly working it's way from Louis eye to his eminent jaw as he put his phone back in his pocket.

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The building looked smaller than Louis remembered. He stood there for a few minuts just looking at it. Sipping for air as he forgot to breath. 

'Oi oi, if it isn't the one, the only Louis Tomlinson'. Louis snapped out of his trance, falling a bit forward as Niall pushed him gently on his shoulder. 'First words you speak to me in moths lad and of corse you have to make fun of me' Louis spoke referring to the Oi oi remark. Him and Niall usually texted but it had been a few weeks since the last text. 'How are you, why are you standing here looking like a freak'  Niall looked confused. ' I don't know if i can-'  Louis stuttered a bit. Without him even having to explain himself, Niall said ' I know it's hard but you're gonna have to see him at one point or another'. Only a few people really knew about his and Harrys relationship. The boys had always been so keen for their relationship. ' I know, I just don't want him to hate me', 'You know thats not true, he could never, so let's just go in or we're gonna be late'. He put his hand on Louis shoulder and they both walked in to  the studio. 

Simon only nodded at the boys when they walked in the room. The rest of the boys stood up,  well they almost flew up from heir chairs to hug them. All but Harry, he just sat there looking sad, but it was like he was trying to look happy. His beautiful eyes locked with Louis. Louis could drown in those green eyes. 'Hi Haz'. ' Hi Louis'.  He felt so awkward, it hurt his whole body calling him Haz again. 

It kind of felt good being back where the boys had spent so many hours writing songs and playing around. 'Louis go get us some tea wont you' Simon said making Louis' good thoughts in just a sekond go back to the bad ones, back to when Simon tortured him and Harry. Louis flew up from his chair a bit too hard so he hit his knee on the table. He bowed down excessively and poetically said ' Anything for the king'. The boys laughed and it almosed felt like the old times at the x-factor house. Louis gazed over to Harry who also had a small smile on his lips that fast went away when he saw Louis looking at him. Louis straightened himself and walked out of the room and straight in to the small kitchen. For the first time since seeing Harry, Louis exhaled deeply. It felt good to get out from that room. He couldn't relax his body while knowing he was so close to the love of his life, the anchor to his rope, the oops to his hi. 'Hi',  Louis thought he was going crazy but he turned around and Harry repeated ' Hi'. He looked so beautiful in his flower Gucci suit. ' I think we need to talk' he said. 

To be continued.....

author's notes.

Hi guys. So I felt the need to write my first Fanfic. However I don't feel like wasting my time on something nobody gonna read. Therefor I would love it if anyone is reeding this to leave a comment telling me to stop or keep on writing. Keep in mind that english is my second language, therefor my spelling and grammar are mostly shit.  

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