Till Death Do Us Part

CHAPTER 3. OLIVIA

WARNINGS: This chapter contains a bit of self harm so please don't read if you triggered by that.

WARNINGS: This chapter has a tiny bit of Smut so if your triggered by that then don't read. (it's not a lot)

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"I told you I don't want to Niall, why can't you just bloody accept that". Louis had been on the phone with Niall for a whole hour. "S going to be fun Lou, come on.... It's been years since we got absolutely shit faced together.

The past week had mostly consisted of Louis drinking beer alone in his flat. He hadn't really felt like going outside. The beer always got him in a better mood. He had thought about smoking some weed but he never liked smoking alone so the little bag just kind of sat there.

"Can we smoke if I go with you?" he sounded a bit too excited. " You know I don't smoke but Liam will probably join us and he smokes sometimes..... So yeah". Louis went silent for a moment, "don't worry HE won't be there, please it will be fun... just you me and Liam i promise". It was like Niall could read Louis mind because that was exactly what he was thinking, will Harry be there.

A sudden feeling of getting absolutely thrashed entered Louis body and he finally agreed to join Niall to the club. They were going to meet at a bar to then go to one of the local clubs. Louis wasn't excited to go clubbing and he thought about how that would be the first time he was outside in a week.

He realized the smell that was bothering him was in fact himself. He put down the phone and dragged his hand thru his hair. He quickly got up and started heading for the bathroom. He stood in front of his mirror watching himself button up his shirt. The shirt slowly slid off his shoulders and his hand like an instinct went behind his back. His finger feeling for the little wound Harry had left the week earlier. Of Course the mark was gone because it had been so small but Louis had quite enjoyed knowing he had a bit of Harry on him again. He felt a bit ashamed when he thought about Harry making more marks on his body. Had Louis thought it was quite hot when Harry used force like that on Louis body? They were never really rough in bed while they were in a relationship but yeah a little part in Louis had found the whole situation hot. "What is wrong with me" Louis whispered quietly and placed his hands in front of him.

Louis could feel himself growing as he pulled down his pants. His cock twitching. He turned the water on in the shower and stepped in. Although Louis had grown quite hard, he didn't touch himself. For some reason Louis had wanted to punish himself. For what reason Louis didn't know, all he felt like was being punished.

Louis felt a bit unease when he jumped in the cab outside his flat. He really needed to pull tonight. He needs to stop constantly thinking about Harry. Harry with his stupid dimples, stupid eyes, his stomach full of tattoos and his stupid, stupid big hands. Okay Louis seriously needs to stop, he can't arrive at the bar with hard-on.

Louis didn't have the best relationship with the paps. As soon as he saw them all he could think about was when he and one of his beards had to be seen in public. It didn't help that they were absolute twats either.

He jumped out the cab who had driven to the back of the bar. Since it wasn't anything special happening tonight the paps wasn't really out yet. The Eroda was Louis all time favorite bar, he had been there so many times that he knew the people who worked there. They always helped him hide from paps and therefore Louis had a back door he always got to go thru when he visited. The entrance led right into the kitchen where Louis always stopped to say hi to everyone.

"Hi Emily, how did that test go?", Emily was the owners daughter and she had even babysat Freddie once. "It went absolute shit", "s not okay to swear Em", Louis pointed out. "You do it all the time lad". Louis felt a hard pat on the back from Emily's dad. " Oh, that's fucking right i do", everybody laughed. Louis excused himself and went into the actual bar. The bar was right next to a club so it was usually really crowded at the Eroda. This night however it was pretty empty and Louis could immediately spot Liam and Niall. Well in fact he could probably close his eyes and just find them from Niall's laughs.