Till Death Do Us Part

CHAPTER 2. WHAT AM I NOW

NOTS: This is a continuing part of the first chapter. I will make headers for every chapter that i think is fitting to the plot! Every chapter name will be a line from a song made by the boys.

Harry looked intimidating, his eyes were dark and the bags under them was showing. This wasn't the Harry, Louis was used to looking at. His Harry had eyes green like a forest and dimples that Louis could spend hours looking at. He had lived long enough with Harry to know his different emotions only thru his eyes and the Harry that is now standing in front of him isn't a pleasant sight.

Louis swallowed hard and when Harry saw Louis adam's apple move he snapped out of his thoughts." I'm only going to say this once okay, so listen close." Harry's voice is deep and serious. 

Louis knows Harry wouldn't want to see him or talk to him but at least he didn't think Harry would act like this. Harry's angry side didn't show itself that often but when it does he knows it's serious. 

Louis wants to say something but at the same moment Harry starts talking again," I don't want you to talk to me, I don't want you to smile at me and in fact I don't want you to even look at me". That took Louis breath away and he just stands there looking in Harrys eyes. 

After the short moment of silence Harry continued." Am I making myself clear Lou?". Although Harry's voice screams of hate, Louis still wants to smile at the nickname. He doesn't smile and he instead speaks his first words, "I Just want...I just think we should talk". He takes a step towards Harry but that just leads to Harry taking two steps back." This isn't like us Hazz." He's not sure if it's safe to use the nickname. It's not like Harry can get any more angry so Louis continuous." We always talk about things, we haven't spoken in years. I know I hurt you... Just... Just let me talk to you", Louis words is almost so silent that Harry can't hear them. 

Louis was now so close to Harry that he could almost feel him breathing. This is promising Louis thought. He knew Harry had every right to be angry with him but as he said, they always talk about the things that is bothering them. Louis now feels Harry's big warm hand on his chest. Then he feels a push. Louis body swings back in a second and his back hits the counter top. Harry looks shocked at the force he used but it looks like he just as fast shakes that feeling away and says," Not a single word". 

Harry walks away leaving Louis in a gaze of shock. Everything hurt, both physical and mentally. Louis is sure Harry didn't mean to push him that hard. Louis is much smaller than he is and Harry probably just accidentally pushed him a bit too hard. Louis hadn't shown any emotions when he was pushed but now he could feel the tears filling his eyes. He shut them closed not letting any tears leave. He just couldn't go in to that meeting with tears on display like that, he just couldn't. He places his hand on his back and then takes it back to look at the blood now on his finger top. It wasn't a lot but when his back hit the handle of the drawer it made a small cut on Louis lower back. It was so small that even one touch by Louis finger made the blood stop coming out leaving only a little mark.

Before opening the door to the room he has just been in, Lou takes a deep breath. The door was hard to open whilst carrying the tea cups on a cutting board. He managed to open the door and slowly walked in, trying not to spill anything.

The laughter stops and everybody is looking at him. Niall quickly stands up to to help him with the cups." Well that took you long enough" Simon practically spits out the words. "Well assistant isn't exactly one of my job qualification but I'm pretty good at singing actually", the tension in the room went away as Niall's familiar laugh filled the room. Louis randomly starts singing a song about nonsense and Liam fills in with some beatbox.