Till Death Do Us Part

Chapter 7 I LOVED YOU FIRST

I'm so sorry this chapter is so short! I currently most likely have corona and i just wanted to post something for you. I promise part 2 of this chapter will be posted as soon as possible

Louis was sitting quietly on his sofa. The day at the studio had been a disaster. The words Harry had spoken was echoing in his head. How could him and Harry even have come to this point.

It was only a few months ago him and Harry would sit on the sofa, talking and laughing. Louis would run his fingers thru those perfect curls and Harry would caress Louis arm. He missed getting to touch Harry and just embracing everything that had with him to do. The poem that use to be Harry was hopeful, but now it's impossible to even understand. Harry had become a riddle too hard for Louis to understand and it was unbelievably frustrating.

Often Louis would think of how young they both were when they met. Would things have gone different if they were older. Would Louis been able to stand up against their management? The thoughts were too painful to think. Louis was almost sure him and Harry would find each other again and be able to come home. But the hope was leaving Louis, more and more everyday.

A cup of tea and then bed. The day had been long and all Louis wanted was for it to be over. The blue tea cup next to his green was almost taunting. It was a stupid joke present Niall had given them when they had their moving in party. Harry of course loved them because he loves everything cheesy. At least he used to. Harry had forbidden Louis to use any other cups and had even for a period of time hidden all their other cups. It hurt Louis a lot when Harry decided to leave his blue cup when he moved out.

I should have fought harder, Louis let himself think whilst pouring the hot water into the cup. Harry should at least have his cup, he absolutely loved this cup. He held the blue cup in front of him. It was a beautiful baby blue color and had a little L engraved under it. Louis placed the cup on the counter, right next to a bottle of rum.

Louis had an absolute shite day and maybe what he needed was to relax. He poured a good amount of rum into a glass and took the cup of Yorkshire tea and went back into his living room. Friends were on and it was the episode where Rachel tells Ross she's pregnant.

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It didn't take long until Louis poured up a new, bigger glass of rum and drank that almost as fast as the first one. His body started feeling warm and his mind for the first time that week was relaxed. He laughs at the TV and he was actually enjoying himself.

Harry would love this episode, Louis was definitely not think that thought.

The tea went cold in the absence of Louis not drinking it but instead focused on the rum. He started craving a cigarette which was a sure sign that the alcohol was starting to kick in. Louis was trying to quit smoking but every time he drank he craved it again.

Harry hated when Louis was smoking, Louis definitely did not think about that though.

When he finally came to the bottom of the rum bottle he decided a snack was in place. He walked into the kitchen and started making a bowl of milk and cereal, it was the only meal Louis could cook.

Although once he made Harry this chicken dish for one of their first dates, But Louis was of course not think about that.

A text pop up on Louis phone and he almost dropped it as he fumbled to pick it up. The alcohol was definitely kicking in.

23:59 Oliva

Hi love, what's up? Whatcha doing??

00:02 Louis