With a Jonas

you're my favorite song

*******

I was for sure at a loss, Nick and I are clearly not doing the song anymore which means, I'm not going anywhere.

I walked down to the lake, I always found the water most comforting in moments I was uncertain.

" Maddie " here we go again my brother drama or so I thought,

" Kevin "

" No need to explain, my baby brother told me what happened "

" I just wish there was some way I could actually choose between them "

" Easy pros and cons " he said

" Okay Joe is incredibly hot "

" Joe has a temper " Kevin said

" Nick is a sweetheart beyond compare "

" Nick, shuts down quickly when he can't cope with what's going on "

" Nick has this boyish charm to him "

" Nick snores and he sleep loud " we both laughed

" Joe has this smile that makes me melt inside"

" Maddie, if Joe makes you feel like that when he looks at you and smiles you already have your answer"

" I - I think your right, but I gotta make things right with Nick. I was so afraid of getting hurt myself I hurt somebody else "

I hugged Kevin " thank so much "

" I'm here if you need me "

******
I needed something to change into before the competition, but I had to hurry.

Suddenly fear over took my whole body. I knew the words I knew the harmonies but I didn't know if you wanted me to sing with him what if you rejected me I'd be publicly humiliated.

" Unfortunately camp rockers Madison and I will not be singing our song we worked on together meaning we're dropping out of the competition " he said

The crowd began booing him

" I know I'm really sorry you guys "

Then out of nowhere one of the kids in the crowd yelled out to him ' play the song anyway '

" Is that what you all want " he asked the crowd, and the crowd went crazy

" Alright, anybody got a guitar I could borrow" he laughed but of course one of his billions of fans lended Nick his guitar

Nick strummed patiently.

" Words don't come easy without a melody I'm always thinking in terms of do-re-mi.
I should be hiking swimming and laughing with you.
Instead I'm all out of tune.
But what you don't know, you lift me off the ground, you're inspiration,
you help me find my sound just like a baseline at halftime
you hold down the groove that's why I'm counting on you "

He readyed himself for the chorus, and strummed faster changing the tempo

" and if I heard you on the radio,
I'd never want to change a single note,
It's what I've tried to say all along,
You're my favorite song,
I'm in a session writing tracks,
Your looking for a song to sing,
I'm in rehearsal with a band,
You're always one step out of reach,
I'm looking for some harmony,
with you it comes so naturally,
You help me find the right key "

Kevin handed me a mic and pushed me on stage, Nick looked to me strumming and smiled. I can do this.

" And when I hear you on the radio,
I never want to change a single note,
It's what I've tried to say all along,
You are my favorite song, "