With a Jonas

Daddy issues

All that talk from last night got me thinking. I sat in the home made studio, Jotting down lyrics, when I had finally finished the song I played the track to record.  

" 

(Go!)

I call you too much
You never pick up
'Cept when you wanna fuck
And I can't get enough
You're the man of my dreams
'Cause you know how to leave
But I really believe that you'd change it for me

You're unavailable (unavailable)
I'm insatiable

Lucky for you, I got all these daddy issues
What can I do?
I'm going crazy when I'm with you
Forget all the therapy that I've been through
Lucky for you
I got all these daddy issues
(All these daddy issues)
Daddy issues (daddy issues, uh)

Don't know how to commit
But I might want your kid
And after our first kiss
Got your name on my wrist
Yeah, I get a little obsessive
A little aggressive, a little bit too invested
And whatever you want, whenever you want
That's what you get 'cause

You're unavailable (unavailable)
I'm insatiable

Lucky for you
I got all these daddy issues
What can I do?
I'm going crazy when I'm with you
Forget all the therapy that I've been through
Lucky for you, I got all these daddy issues (all these daddy issues)
(Daddy issues, uh)
(Daddy issues, uh)

Never enough
Addicted to love with the wrong one

Lucky for you, I got all these daddy issues
What can I do?
I'm going crazy when I'm with you
Forget all the therapy that I've been through
Lucky for you, I got all these daddy issues (all these daddy issues)
Daddy issues (all these daddy issues)
Daddy issues (all these daddy issues)
(Daddy issues, uh)
(Daddy issues, uh) " 

then I got another Idea, I checked my phone. If his schedule is the same he's still at home working out. 

I drove in my car for a while until I got to my old penthouse. I went straight to my old suite, and knocked on the door. 

" Maddie, what are you doing here ", a sweaty shirtless Nick asked me, I kept having to refocus my eyes

" I'm here to talk, lets hash everything out "

" okay, come in "

we walked over to the living room, " can, can you tell my why you said you didn't love me ", I asked him

" I said it to protect you, from a life you wouldn't be happy in " he told me 

" Nick, I wanted to be with you, In the moment I believed you when you told me that you didn't love me. but I thought more about it and you cant spend 3 years with someone and not mean it,"

  " Maddie, I felt like you deserved so much more than what I could give you "

" Don't you see, you made me so happy, I was in love. I wanted to marry you, start a family "

" I want that to but, I don't think we were ready "

" I get that now, but I want you to be happy, the Jonas Brothers made you happy "

" you make me happy, seeing the golden flex in your eye you long curly chestnut hair laying on top of me, make me happy "

" you should have thought about that before you let me go " I told him 

" kiss me, then we can see if the sparks are still there "

" No, I'm not going to kiss you I'm with Kevin " I explained, and in a split second, Nicks rough hands were on my cheek, close enough for a kiss 

" If you were really with my brother, you would have moved away but you didn't, because you wanted to kiss me, maybe even do more ", He was right, apart of me wanted to kiss him again and the old me would have but, Kevin changed me in way I wouldn't have thought I could change, 

" Nick, my heart will be with you always, you don't spend 3 years with someone and them not have a piece of your heart, but I love Kevin and he is good for me in ways that you are not, but if I kiss you and prove that I have no feeling for you anymore, will you come back "

" yes, ", quickly I kissed him, but it felt long over due, after the kiss, he let his thumb travel down from my cheek down to my bottom lip and to my chin did his touch stop, " Tell me you love me " He whispered into my ear, then I remembered someone, Kevin. I took Nick's hands away from my face, " I love you but not in the way I did "

" okay, I guess I'm coming back to the Jonas brothers then " He said, with a face knowing that I was lying but he didn't care  

" okay I'll see you at 4 am tomorrow at Kevin's "

" I guess "

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I was back at home, with a success in my hand. when I opened the door, Kevin was stressing himself out over the counter, " Kevin, are you okay ", I asked him, he ran over to me scared 

" where were you I was so, scared you had a drug relapse " he said hugging me, 

" No, I was at Nick's house " I explained taking off my jacket and shoes

" wh-why were you at Nick's place "

" Because, I convinced him to come back to the Jonas brothers, which he is, so be ready at  4 am tomorrow " I smiled, Kevin almost jumped with joy 

" that's amazing news, you're perfect, you know that " he told me kissing me gently 

" I wouldn't say that, I'm not telling you this because I think its a big deal, I'm saying thins because it's not, Nick and I kissed "

" what "

" Its not how it sounds, we kissed so I could prove that I'm with you thick and thin "

" Are you "

" yes I am, I love you Kevin Jonas "

" Good, I love you too, but I gotta go put the girls to sleep "

" Okay, you amazing dad " I said pushing him in the girls rooms