Sexy Dirty Love

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I have only been staying with Joe for the past Week, we text so much now it's weird how much even though we are staying together for the time being. Joe Makes me feel right at home, he has never judged me and I will never judge him, because at the end of the day we have the purest intentions at heart, we just want to love and we just want to be loved the same. The world has done some messed up things to us both and yet we never fall we always get back up. That is why I Loved Joe so much, the world could be on fire and yet nothing would keep him from his first love, his music. 

My album was coming together piece by amazing. so I got a little inspiration to write a song,  I hit record and played the track. 

"  Hittin' me up late always be blowin' up my phone

I'm lying awake wonderin' why I'm still alone
Lord knows I am sinning, please forgive me for my lust
Sending pictures back and forth
Babe, I'm craving your touch

You're my new obsession
Let go of any hesitation
Baby, be my new addiction
Intoxicate me gently with your loving

You got me so high
Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine
I feel so alive
You know what I'm thinking of
Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)

Now you're teasing me and I can't help but do the same
Whispering through your phone, now you're driving me insane
It's like you're getting off on messing with my sanity
Hang up, come on over
Let's play out this fantasy

You're my new obsession
Let go of any hesitation
Baby, be my new addiction
Intoxicate me gently with your loving

You got me so high
Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine
I feel so alive
You know what I'm thinking of
Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)

You're my new obsession
Let go of any hesitation
Baby, be my new addiction
Intoxicate me gently with your loving

You got me so high
Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine
I feel so alive
You know what I'm thinking of
Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah)
Sexy dirty love (dirty love) (sexy, sexy, yeah) " 

" that was good " I heard a voice say, 

" you think so " I asked him, I think for sure he knew it was about him 

" yeah, it might be my favorite song "

" Yeah its really good, ", I walked over to Joe 

" how long are we gonna do this, I want you maddie, in more ways than one " He said admiring my petite yet curved body. 

" If you would make the first move, than Joey, we could be in bed right now ", I put my hands on his chest looking into his eyes, bitting My lip

" your really know how to turn a Man on don't you " I shrugged as he picked me up, nothing is better than morning Sex.

I kissed my neck and I licked his rock hard abs. I figured he'd remeber from the first time I did it. He moan quitly as he didn't want me to hear how much he is enjoying it all, but I didn't mind at all. 

Joe was a more rough lover, He pulled my hair, and cluched on to my body but I was always one to match his intimate levels. after we we're finished my body, shook in pain but it was worth the while, I had bruises all over my body but non more than Joe. Joe layed on his stomach because of how deep the scratch marks we're on his back. a part of me felt bad I had hurt him so badly, but apart of me also thought is was sexy, the fact that what we had done was so painful and draining yet pleasurable that he hadn't even noticed the long red marks on his skin. I got on top of him and gave him a masage. 

" what's gonna happen ", He asked me as I continued to massage him 

" what are you talking about Joseph ", he rolled over on his back, keeping me ontop of him as I sat ontop of Joe's pelvis area.

" I, am talking about about this ", he held my hand up showing me the ring, the ring i never took off even when I was with Joe 

" I, forgot I had it on " I said looking at it, messing with it around my finger 

" I didn't, I just wanted you to remember how good were together ", He said to me, then it hit. I just cheated on Kevin with someone who I love but is toxic 

" Joe we were never good together," I told him, getting off of him

" Why " he asked me 

" Because, you are my Epic love, there are to many obstacels for us to be in a happy realtionship ", I explained 

" I think I know what I have to do, don't take this the wrong way but I have to go find Sophie "

" And I have to go find, Kevin, Wish me luck " I said just as I was about to leave, " I would, but, Madison Hicks never needed luck before and she doesn't Now " we laughed and I was on my way. 

I didn't know how, but In a sense I needed Kevin, He is like a fantasy, a dream and he's my fiancee, I love him and He love me. we can get past anything, we can do anything.


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