Chapter 4

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My POV
"And you don't know him either, that's what makes this all so perfect. He'll be glad."
"Why doesn't he want me to know him? Is he bad? Does he do drugs?" I asked concerned. "No, he's someone very important," Mary said.
"Not a politician right?" I asked. "No," Mary chuckled. "He's a humanitarian, and all humanitarians are good people, they care about people and the environment and earth", the Doctor said as he took my temperature.

"OK, if he's a good person then why is he lonely?" I asked. "The same reason you need a doctor, good people are often taken advantage of," Mary said. "OK," I said hesitant.

"Lay down. I'm going to check you're private areas", the doctor said. I shook my head no feeling anxious again. "Don't hurt me please!"I begged. "I just want to make sure that you're fine", the doctor said.

"It's OK darlin', he isn't gonna hurt you,"Mary said to me. "Let's get you fully undressed, Mary said as she helped me take off my undergarments. She handed them to the lady cop who put them into a special bag with gloves on.

"I'm just gonna take a peek, the doctor said. He gently parted my legs and I covered my face with embarrassment. "Do you have a boyfriend?"He asked. "No." "Did whoever you had intercourse with use a condom?"He asked.

"I'm not sure, I don't know what that is," I said embarrassed. The doctor looked at the lady cop and she gave me a sympathetic smile.

"Are you aware that your swollen?" The doctor asked. I nodded. "It hurts a lot too", I said shamefully. "Do you have any close male friends?"?The lady cop asked. I shook my head as tears fell. "Tell them what you told me and Michael about "him", you said that sometimes the "him" guy beats you and then he gets on top of you and hurts you", Mary said. I nodded and began sobbing again. "He gets ontop of me after beating me and he always takes my clothes off and he hurts me down there and I try to fight him but I'm never strong enough. Sometimes he gives me what's in his needles so I can't fight him, and I just feel so helpless and it hurts really really really bad and I cry the whole time and he just doesn't care and he says really gross things."

"OK sweetheart, he raped you, and we're gonna get to the bottom of it OK?"The lady cop said. I sobbed even harder. "I think.....I think I shot his friend last night. His friend had a gun and he was trying to hurt me, by raping me, and I got so afraid and I didn't think it would really hurt him but I grabbed his....his... that thing! I said and I pointed at what was on her hip. "And I pulled the button, and I shot him and I jumped out of the window and I ran. I hid the gun inside a tree in the woods. It's near a park but fenced off. I didn't mean to kill him," I sobbed. "You survived. And that's what matters. What landmarks is the house by?"She asked.
"I-I can't remember, I was running and I got scared so I just kept going and I didn't pay attention."

"That's Ok sweetie. Um I'm gonna ask my partner to speak with Michael's driver and I'd like it if you could take a rape kit test for me. It's optional. A rape kit and the rape exam is a few hours long", she said.

I shook my head no. "We can put him away if you let us,"she said. "You have to promise me he won't get me again or he'll hurt me and kill me. Please! I'm terrified." "He won't hurt you again. I promise", she said to me. "OK....I'll do the exam."

"We're gonna do a kit first", she said. She opened the door slightly ajar and got out a bag then closed the door and handed it to the doctor.
The doctor cleaned off the top of the dresser with some disinfectant wipes then, put his gloves on and took some things out the bag and placed them on the dresser. He motioned for my legs to open as he looked around my area and took samples of the hair down there. "Ok you're gonna feel just a bit of pleasure, the lady cop said and I squeezed Mary's hand and gasped as tears pricked my eyes. "I need to check your other area too, I'm doing two kits", he said.
I laid on my stomach feeling extremely embarrassed. "I'm taking a look and taking samples. Next I'm gonna put the thing in to hold you open while I look around and you're gonna feel a little bit of pressure." I felt him swab me but I wasn't prepared for the pain of whatever he did and I screamed and started to sob. "Shhh. Shh. It's OK," Mary attempted to console me while they continued with the exam.
I continued crying and I heard the door open. "She's OK Michael, she's also very naked, Mary said as he came in and I continued crying. "Oh sorry", he said.
He exited the room quickly. I eventually calmed myself to where I was just sniffling and then the exam started. The doctor had to put his fingers in both of my areas causing me to cry and scream even more, and then I had to stand up on a piece of plastic, where the doctor and the lady cop dusted me with things and took pictures of my body. The doctor took 3 more swabs of both of my down there's, and I asked privately for STD testing. He swabbed me more times and took inside swabs of my mouth, and swabbed my other area again too.
"Are you done swabbing?" I asked through sniffling.
"Yes", he said. "Now here's the hard part, Miss Mary, I'm gonna need you to hold her down, this is really gonna hurt but you're strong, I believe in you, the doctor said. I shook my head no. "Shh, it's gonna be alright darlin', Miss Mary said. I whimpered then screamed as she pushed my already broken leg, it felt like I was being stabbed again.

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