T̶h̶e̶ ̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶U̶n̶i̶v̶e̶r̶s̶e̶

Chapter Ten

(Love the song)

—Last time—

I didn't look at my hands, but her. I almost left, but I felt her grabbing my wrist.

I looked at it and she said "I ask again. Why?"

I smiled at her and I said "Because I'm fucked in the head and nobody can fixed that." She let me go and I stopped smiling.

—Now—

Y/f/n POV

I walked back to the kitchen. I bumped into someone and I saw Mantis. I said "Sorry Mantis."

She touched my hand and she said "Why are you hiding this pain?" I smiled and I said "I have no idea anymore."

She looked shocked and I immediately went to the other way. I should've work on my machine. I went to my work area and I saw Rocket.

I looked for my machine and he said "Looking for this?" I said "Yeah." I grabbed it from him. I put it down.

I said "Rocket? How do you deal with pain?" He said "Honestly I have no idea. Why are you asking?"

I said "Because Nebula asked a question and I immediately told her the truth." He said "Which is?" I said "I immediately told her that I want to die everyday."

He said "Sheesh kid, your dark aren't you?" I said "Yes. Everyday." He said "How do you deal with it? Your pain?" I said "Mostly cry myself to sleep, but I also think about how I will die."

He said "Would you regret it?" I said "No. When I came to the city and meet some people who captured me and I told them honestly I would honestly die and I wouldn't regret it."

He said "Sheesh kid. Anyways I gotta go." He left. They always leave. Mate? Mate?! What?! Are you okay? No. Scream I'm tired. I just want to sleep and not wake up.

I snapped out of my thoughts. I heard the door opened and I saw the team. I said "What?"

Peter said "Are you okay?" I said "Yeah why I wouldn't be?" He said "We talked with Nebula and you seemed to have a sort of trouble."

I said "What are you talking about?" Rocket said "You told me you want to die!" I said "Yeah. So?" They looked shocked.

Peter said "What is happening with you?" I looked at my hands and I said "I don't even know anymore Peter."

I looked at them. Gamora said "Are you sure your okay?" I said "I'm fine." Mate? Your not okay. I know, but they can't know that.

Rocket said "You know your just calling for help. You do get that right?" I said "Honestly I do get that, but I don't care anymore. Anyways I have to leave. I'm sorry."

They didn't say anything, but took a step back. I pressed my machine and everything turned to black.

—4 hours later—

I woke up and I adjusted my eyes. I get up and saw myself sleeping next too a trash compactor.

Wait? I walked towards the streets and it was sunlight. I walked towards my body. Sorry. I snapped her neck.

Scream?! I got it. Once I was Scream I ate myself. Why? Mate? Nobody can find the body.

I turned myself back. I went back and I saw Steve. I walked up too him, but I felt wobble.

He said ""Miss are you okay?" I said "Steve?" I then blacked out.

—One hour later—