Reborn To Be Yours

chapter 5

Nene POV

Am I the only one feels this or I'm just daydreaming again looking at Hanako-kun eating mess like some powdered sugar was left in his side lip I reach his face and clean up the powdered sugar in his lips I feel everything stop when I stared in his lips my whole system getting information loading things that I know will solve this butterflies in my stomach right now and the why everything become silent my picnic became silent like were the two of us only sitting here looking at each other reaching each other eyes were flattered wanting to wait the contact- "ehem" then I came back in the reality realizing how close my face in Hanako's face I immediately back away now I know why theirs a butterflies in my tummy and why I'm shivering from excitement?? 'Bad Nene bad! Why you let your self pulled by does amber colored orbs of' I panickly scold my self inside knowing the embarrassment I get I steal a glimpse of Hanako-kun 'his blushing maybe he just feel embarrassment like.. Yeah right he can't like someone like me I'm sure of that' I thought I reach my chest were my heart located it's like being pokes by some needles "Nene-chan are you OK" Aoi-chan ask I smiled bitterly "I'm OK Aoi-chan just little confuse" I said she nods buying my story I sighed maybe this feeling goes away when time comes but right now I want to cherish it and secretly love Hanako-kun from behind my act "Nene-chan let's take you home" Aoi-chan said I smile bitterly knowing someday or soon I'll die he will find another assistant and those things he did to me he will do it much better to the another "you know if you really love him tell him there's nothing to be afraid of Nene-chan" I look to Aoi-chan she's smiling while looking at the sunset "life was to short do anything that makes you happy so that you can rest without regrets so don't be afraid Nene he will going to cherish you without a doubt" she sincerely said to me I grip my skirt thinking how I been with Hanako-kun and what he makes me feels when I'm with him my sight became blur because of tears dwelling in my eyes the more I wipe them out the more they streaming in my cheeks "I don't know what to do Aoi-chan he was out of my reach" I told her feeling my knees becoming weak knowing when I died he will be broken and I will never forgive myself if he feel guilty on my dead "Nene-chan things will be fine I promise" she said soothing me off "Let's take you home Nene-chan" while helping me up "thank you Aoi-chan" I whispered to her she just weakly smile..

Hanako POV

"She love you" Kou said while looking at the sunset I feel my world been light knowing she has the same feeling as me "you should take care of her from now on cause she really need your comfort right now" he smile bitterly knowing he love her with all his heart "you know this so stupid Hanako the seventh wander of this school fall for Nene Yashiro how screwede that was" he mocks I lowered my sight in the doughnuts that Yashiro made for me "yeah that's stupid but knowing we have connection between us makes me happy yeah it's selfish but this is how I feel loving her with my heart makes me happy knowing she feel the same way and you know that it's hard for me to know that any minute she be gone her warmth will disappeared in the cold wind of autumn" I stated will looking at the yellowish sky that became dark "you know You even the brightest stars will die anythime your alive right now but soon you'll be die life was to short so make things that makes you happy even they called you selfish or anything else they were only word so be happy and you will die with no regrets left" I said he just nodded "such a word Amane but Daiko-kun really likes you I thought she love more than she love you to think of me she always treat like a baby brother of her so take care of her or I'll smash you like a bug" Tsukasa threat while floating to no where "you little brother like her too" Kou whispered which I just brush off knowing Tsukasa was just being a baby again "Tsukasa just find a little fond of Yashiro because she's been poured him with a attention and love for little brother which he didn't get form me cause I'm little scared of him" I stated while feeling guilty on killing him I just sigh "well what's your plan, you know she don't have so much time left in this world and you need to confess to her what you really feel and not make her lost in the dark" he said while looking at the sky which was full of stars now "take care of her Hanako" he said his voice was sound sad and jealous he stand up and pat the dirt in his pant "I know you like her, you like Yashiro right" I whisper audible for him to hear his lips quiver trying to stop something to escape which I suspect was a sob or any stmmered but he didn't make a good job "Senpai was to kind you know that theirs no-one will not fall for her if they know her well you know that Hanako the way she care the way she support you or the way she protect you in a tight situation even she can't protect herself.. I know Senpai was really one of a kind so take care of her Hanako" he sincerely said to while looking at my eyes I just smiled and nod