Unfinished Frerard Intimacy

Chapter One

Franks point of view:

       I walked out to the stage and was immediately engulfed by the screaming, clapping and the hundreds of  "I LOVE YOU FRANK IERO".  I could feel the smile grow on my face and the butterflies begin to form.  I've preformed so many times but I still never get used to the nervous feeling, pre-show pep talk and most importantly my loving fans. I quickly headed towards the stool in the middle of the stage repeatedly saying "don't trip, don't trip, don't trip" in my head.  I finally arrived and sat down, i'm surprised so many showed up.  I was worried not many would.  "Hey guys!  How's it going??''  I could feel my hands begin  to sweat, geez I hope I don't drop the mic. "I'm pretty nervous if you can't already tell,  I'm so glad so many of you came to support me.  I love you all.  I'm going to start off with Best Friends Forever.  I hope you all enjoy and rock on with me."  well here we go.  I  begin to strum my guitar and take a deep breath in "best Friends Forever, best friends forever, best friends forever.... but not now"  I close my eyes and the memories start flooding in,  his gorgeous face and damn it his cute ass smile.  " I don't know what I did or what I said made you cry,  I wish I could take all the pain away from your eyes"  I shut my eyes eve tighter to stop the tears from falling, how I miss him so much.  "Cuz things just don't seem right.....when you're not by my side."  I can hear everyone singing along,  it comforts me in some way but it does'nt take away the emptiness I feel. I open my eyes and see someone walk in, oh..my..god.. it looks just like him.  Could it be him? I can't tell because of the hood he has on.  I continue singing "Best friends forever, best Friends forever but not now" he finally pulls down his hood and his bright red hair has my attention.  My eyes are locked to to him, I'm so shocked I don't know what to do.  Crap! I just realized I stopped singing for ten seconds.  I quickly finish the last line "Things just don't feel right....when you're not by my side"  oh god I can feel my heart beat accelerate with every word I sing.  "This world just seems too big for me..when you're not by my side...I need you around".  I need to leave and now, "YEAH!! I love hearing you all sing along with me, but guys I need to take a quick bathroom break. I might piss myself"  Piss myself? what the hell is wrong with me?  "I'll be back in a few".  I quickly get up and start walking towards the curtains. "hey Frankie, is everything alright?" No! the love of my life just walked through the doors and I have not seen him in two fucking years! Nothing is alright "Yeah haha! I just need a quick bathroom break".  I speed walk towards my dressing room trying to avoid anyone near. What is he doing here?  I've not seen him in two years! two fucking years and he randomly show up!  I finally arrive to my dressing room and quickly shut the door behind me.  I close my eyes and rest my head on the door.  "Hey Frank" I shoot open my eyes only to find Gerard standing right in front of me.  "uhm...hey Gerard"  what the hell.