Love Actually? (R5 fanfic)

Chapter 43

Laura's POV

I remember when as a little girl i would always dream of the day i would marry my prince charming. I never dreamed of my prince hurting me and making me cry? But like I once said easy come easy go. And my life with Ross hasn't been easy but it has been filled with laughs and kisses!

I look at Ross and I see a guy i want to be with a guy who no matter how many times we split apart always end up together. He is my true soulmate. Should I accept his proposition? His way of saying sorry for hurting you and breaking your heart but let me spend the rest of of my life with you? Is he really speaking from his heart or is it just desperation talking. His ego trying to make me stay because he cant accept the fact that I could be with someone else.

I looked over at Ross staring at me waiting for an answer and I didn't really know what to say but I knew that I had that moment we felt the same thing and I loved him and he loved me and that was The only thing that mattered and I know i'm going to say yes because I love him to death and I want him to be the only guy I'm ever with for the rest of my life he deserves me I deserve him we have gone through so much that now I have to say yes because then all that struggle would mean nothing.

"SO what do you say". Ross asked getting closer. I looked over at him and Riker was behind him looking at me for an answer as well Ross hadn't noticed he was behind him. My eyes started getting watery because I didn't want to hurt Riker he is a really amazing guy and doesn't deserve to get hurt he deserves a girl who loves him and cherishes him someone like my sister they made an awesome couple and I don't want to get in between what they have in the future but for right now all that matters is what Ross and I have in our future.

"Ross I-I do ,I want to marry you" I said. He pulled me into a big hug and spinned me around. "I love you so much! you mean the whole world to me I promise I'll never ever ever hurt you again". Ross said I smiled at his lovely words and I kissed him. He kissed me back with so much lust. But in that single second I knew he missed me and that he truly did love me like he said he did.

I hugged Ross tight and looked at Riker who was behind him. I'm mouthed I'm sorry and he mouthed back it's okay you guys belong together. I smiled and he left he left me and Ross alone she knew we had catching up to me and some celebrating to. "you have no idea how much I missed you Laura." He said looking in my eyes. "I've missed you so much too Ross!" I said. "But you know I want a more romantic proposal I'll even act surprised." He laughed at my sarcasm. "I think i can fix something up"Ross said. I gave him a huge smile and kissed him softly. "Now I think we have some news to spread around. "Ross said with a huge smile on his face.

"And I think we have some celebrating to do to "I said winking at him. He gave me an evil smile catching what I was saying he put his hand out and I grabbed it. He led me to his room and put me down on his bed slowly. I looked up at him he leaned in to kiss me slowly passionately kiss got deeper and deeper are high building up. I pulled on his shirt demanding him to take it off. He did as I wanted and took it off showing his perfect abs. He continued the kiss, his tongue begging for entrance in my mouth.

He pulled my dress up and in one move I was in my panties and braw only. He looked at me and bit his lip i smiled shyly at him. "Hey whats wrong?" He asked. "Umm Nothing..." I said unsure of my answer. "Tell me!" He demanded. "I just feel a little self consious of my body babe.." I said shyly.

"Hey i love your body and all its fat too" Ross said with a playful grin. I laughed at his joke and he continued to kiss me. "I feel like I ruined the moment" I said. "Just a bit" he laughed. "Common we should go eat you must be hungry" Ross said. I nodded yes.

We walked down stairs he changed into his pijamas and shirtless and was nice enought to lend me a sweater and warm sweats. "You look stunning in those!" Ross said. "Thankyou love!" I smiled at his compliment. "So what do you wanna eat or would you rather order chinese food?" He asked

I took a look inside the fridge and saw some things i can use to make us up a meal. "I think I can fix us up a little meal" I said smiling at him. "You're perfect!" He said hugging me. I pecked his lips and took out everything i needed to make us a quick 10 minute Laura special lunch!

I took out some chicken, onion, lettuce, cilantro and jalapeños, i roasted the pieces of chicken on a hot pot with a bit of oil and threw the vegetebles in there for a yummy spicy but delighting flavor. Ross was bice enough to set up two plates on the table and i served us the food. He took out a bottle of wine and served both of us a glass and left it in the middle.
He sat down in front of me and slowly took a bite of his food. "Wow you never fail to impress me Laura, this is delicious." Ross said taking another piece of chicken with his fork. I smiled at him and we continued eating.

I was so hungry I finished two plates and so did Ross. We finished the bottle of wine I was feeling a bit buzzed. I dont know if Ross was too he looked just fine. Maybe i lied i darnk most of the wine it was so good! We walked to the living room, me being me almost tripped over nothing. "I think someone had a bit too much to drink" Ross said. I nodded "Comming lets get you upstairs." Ross said picking me up bridal style.

He carried me into his room and laid me on his bed. "Lets get some sleep tomorrow will be a long day!" Ross said kissing my lips softly. I fell asleep really fast!!

Ross' POV

I watched Laura sleep. She's so beautiful I really love this girl so much we have been through a lot and we deserve to be together. I left downstairs to get some water when i came back i saw her screaming but she was still asleep. "No!! Please No!! No!!! Help Ross please!! Ross! No!" She screamed tear streaming down her face. I set the cup of water quickly on the taple and woke her up " Laura babe wake up!" I shook her.

She kept screaming and kicking. I kept shaking her till she woke up. She was sweating and shaking her eyes filled with tears. "Laura babe whats wrong look at me!" I said grabbing her face. She finally managed to calm down and look at me. "Hey whats wrong?" I asked softly. She didnt say a word she just embraced me in a hug and cried in my shoulder.

After a couple minutes she managed to calm down. "Hey baby whats wrong?" I asked again. "I-I-i dreamed of the-the day that I......"

A/N What was Laura dreaming about????

Woah! Long time no talk guys!!! Well so much happened i got to go to R5'S LA HANG it was so awesome we got to hang out with them and talk to them i got a whole bunch of pictures and even got to hold Ross' hand for like 2 minutes lol but it was amazing and they are all so nice! Also am going to see them on the 6th so excited. Updating soon TTYL!! Happy Holidays!!! 😘😘😊