complicated . | royce love story |™

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- | 12:30 | - friday, april twenty-sixth . j.p.

me and gabriel have been fine our relationship is stronger that ever, him and carmen have grown closer to where she somewhat calls him daddy, but says it " dada gabe " i think it's cute but she knows he isn't her father .

maybe she knows but i doubt that she does because, i wouldn't speak with her on the father situation simply because she is too young .

my birthday recently past, me turning 20 had me kinda excited, since i'm officially out of the " teen " stage and now in my twenties .

me and gabriel well let's just say our sex life is out of this world, maybe because i'm use to me having rough sex on a reggae and not having someone that'll actually look me in my eyes while having sex and actually having feelings for that someone .

with him it's like, toes curling, back scratching, mind numbing, body trembling, mouth open, back arched, hair pulled, its passionate and i love that about gabe .

right now, i was picking heading home , from a friend's birthday bash and gabriel decided that he would stay home .

i called him and texted him but knowing he's always asleep for 10:00, because he's always up early in the morning .

i got out of my all black nissan, and grabbed my keys going to unlock the door .

i stepped inside smelling the sweet aroma of roses and candy, i looked into the living room noticing rose pedals on the floor and a open box of candies some were eaten and a half drunken bottle of ciroc " peach " .

i grabbed on plopping it into my mouth, i've always been crazy candy addict .

i dropped my keys, on the table and began walking upstairs, i heard a light grunt and a few moans .

i made a twisted face expression, i know i wasn't tripping .

i walked towards my bedroom, door twisting the knob lightly .

there my heart had shattered, and my body went numb .

gabriel in bed with another man .

i stood there in disbelief there he was pleasuring another man, had him moaning his name, giving him pure ecstasy, he bit his lip softly .

i knew i was going to cry, tears were at my waterline waiting to fall just waiting when i would let them .

the boy noticed me and gasped, before pulling the cover over his face .

gabriel turned around with a sorrow look on his face, he pulled out of the mystery man and grabbed something onside of the bed .

" baby i -." he said before i raised up my hand signaling him to stop

i walked over towards the mystery person and yanked the covers off of them, i was shock when i noticed it was-

jamal .

something in me just snapped, i grabbed him by his mini curls and dragged him out the bed punching him in his face .

i didn't stop there i began kicking him in his stomach, and chest .

i guess since i've been holding my anger in for so long, i needed to release it .

i felt gabriel lift, and pull me away before i began kicking and scratching at his wrists for him to put me down .