Fantaesy

Jane

Carrying my sopping wet clothes, clutching the opening to the bathrobe and really angry, I hurried passed the games room towards the lifts at the end of the hallway. As I stood in the lift against the mirrored wall, tears streamed down my face. I felt totally played and the fact that Tae had practically allowed it to happen, really bloody hurt. The tears were also down to the fact that my G-spot had been well and truly pounded by Jungkook and tears are usually a good sign where that is concerned.

I let myself in my room and threw the wet clothes into the bath. I needed a moment so got into the shower cubicle, allowing the hot water to wash my frustration away. I always felt better once I was clean and knew once my hair was brushed and I had dry clothes on I'd feel much better, I just hoped that Justine and Lise weren't worried. I didn't even know if Jungkook had gone back to the games room yet. Maybe they were all having such a good time, no one would notice and I wouldn't be missed. 

I knew I was being stupid, I felt so dumb. I'd brought it all on myself, really, allowing Jungkook to affect me the way he did and giving in to the kiss. Lise and Justine had warned me but I had been so blinded by him and the situation that I hadn't listened. I thought about Tae and Jungkook discussing me after the fan meet, maybe they even had a bet over who would win and we all knew that Jungkook didn;t like to lose... was that all I was? A game? I suppose it could most definitely be worse than having your bias and  bias wrecker wanting you at the same time but it hurt and feelings were involved.

"Jane?"

I was brought back to the moment as Lise walked into my room and closed the door behind her.
"Jane, are you ok?"

"I am now"

"What happened? Did Jungkook upset you?" her tone was soft.

"Not exactly. Have you seen him?"

"Yeah. He came back to the games room and said he didn't know where you were so I came to find you"

"He doesn't know where I am. I didn't say where I was going, I just walked out"

"That's more or less what he said"

"We fucked"

"Oh well, he didn't tell us that... but I think everyone guessed"

"How?"

"When you left, the discussion was that he wanted to fuck you which is why he was being a twat and Tae said he thought you wanted to fuck him too"

"Tae said that?"

"Yeah. Then when Jungkook came back to the games room, he was showered and changed so we all just presumed"

"He's such a cock"

"Who? Tae?"

"No... well... yeah but I meant Kook"

Lise laughed and hugged me. We sat on the bed as I brushed my hair. "So... what happened? Why are you here?"

"I found him in Tae's shower. I was all ready to shout at him for acting like such a fucking child but I handed him a towel and he pulled me in. Urgh! If I hadn't wanted him so fucking badly it would've been okay but as soon as he grabbed me and kissed me, I was powerless!"

"But how did you get from being fully clothed in the shower to fucking?"

"I have no recollection of having my clothes removed to be honest. We were just kissing so madly and then he carried me to the bed and fucked the life out of me. It was literally just sex, lust, a greedy anger fueled fuck"

"Bed? Tae's bed?"

"Yeah... I know... I know"

"Okay so you're wet... everywhere and have just had a great fuck... why are you here?"