I'm sad all the time. Depressed. Emotionally damaged. Even if I might have kids to make it better. It doesn't help. I say all I need is a "friend" but, every single time I get one the die, rather a supernatural death or suicide or natural death.( BRO-KEN) (of a person) giving up all hope; despairing. I just snapped at one if my childhood friends.
Flash back
Why are you so mopey all the time. Cristina yelled
I don't know. I said back
Your taking self-pity. She say
No I'm not. I whisper back
Yes you are you care about no one but yourself! She said. I finally snapped.
No I'm not I'm broken. I'm a ticking time bomb waiting to blow. My dad left Me and my brothers alone. After my mom died he became a drunk obsessive guy. Came home. Well not home to the motel drunk. All because of that one guy. Who broke him. Emotionally. I snapped
I didn't know that. She said
Lea's p.o.v
Now Sam and Dean are trying to comfort me. Hey, its okay. Dean said sweetly. She didn't know. He said. My body shaking with my sobs.
I know I'm broken. I say in a hushed tone
All of us are. Dean says and picks me up and put me on his lap. I'm only 5"10. Short to him. I've always be closer with Dean even though we fight a lot. Honeybee its okay. He said gently rocking me.
People don't get what is like to be hurt multiple times. I say. Too many times. I finish off
Its going to be okay. Dean says comforting me. Would you like to go get your kids? He asked. I smiled brightly.
That would be lovely. I said. When we go get them from day care I look like I haven't cried.
Mommy. They yell and run to me. That's what helps me from being broken. I get Arnell put her in her car seat and drive home.
Daddy's coming home soon. I say. They don't respond. I look back and they're asleep peacefully. I think. Kids are always so happy, no matter what they're always so happy.
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Lea Mae Winchester part 2
ФанфикLea comes back from the under world , only to find out she has been gone for a year. What will Dean think, but most of all what will Sam think.
