◖haikyuu × male reader◗

iwaizumi

(s/f)

warning • degradation/exhibitionism/pure filth

pov changes cause I can't keep consistency with myself
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It all started with a glance. One innocent glance ended up being what felt like an hour of staring but it was seconds. You were a first year at Seijoh while the man you felt feelings for was a third year. Iwaizumi Hajime was a person of many things, such as a nice smile, perfect muscles, delicious thighs, and a juicy ass but it felt odd to look at him like that. You had dated girls in your life but now you were questioning things once you realized how you felt for the older. A blush always managed to creep on your face when he lifted his shirt to wipe the sweat off his face or when he changed and you got a great view of his delicious back muscles.
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"I need to talk to Mattsun and Makki.. " You muttered and walked into the gym, already seeing the two you required service from.

"Mattsun, Makki! I need to talk to you in private please! " You called.

"Awe, (Name), can I come too? " Oikawa cooes in a sing song voice.

"No, fuck off Asskawa. " You hiss, earning chuckles from the two mentioned and a smirk from Iwaizumi.

Once the two made it over to you, you quickly beckoned them outside the gym to make sure no one heard you.

"Alright (Name), spill. What's on your mind? " Mattsun asks.

"Well, I uh, think I like Iwaizumi-San.. But it's confusing, you know? Like I haven't felt this way towards any guy before but it feels right for some odd reason.. " You muttered and looked down.

"You're probably just now figuring yourself out, (Name). You're in your first year and shit can be confusing at times so go with the flow you know? Besides, if you like him so much you might wanna tell him that.. " Makki smiles softly.

"B-but I'm scared. H-he probably likes Oikawa or likes women.. I have no chance with him.. I'll just figure it out, thanks guys. " You say with a soft smile.

"No problem kiddo. " Mattsun hums before the three of you walk back into the gym.
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It was halfway through the week after you had told the two third years of your feelings towards the vice-captain. The two of them always gave you looks when you were near him making your face heat up with different hues of red. You always shook your head to clear your thoughts of those things of unholy nature.

"Iwaizumi-San is so handsome when he smiles.. He looks like a god.. " You murmur as you continue on with practicing.

'I wonder what he'd be like in bed.. Rough hands gripping my hips.. Huge cock slam-'

"(Name)! Pay attention! " Your coach yelled out.

"Ack, sorry coach! " You yell back before going back to practice your setting.
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"Hey Iwaizumi-San, do you think you can help me with setting after school? " You ask him with a smile.

"Oh, sorry (Name) but I'm helping Oikawa out. Maybe another time? "

"Oh, uh, sure.. I-I'll see you later.. " You mutter before rushing away from the older male and toward home.
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It was now a month after you discovered your feelings for the ace and wing spiker, you had finally accepted that you didn't just like girls. You had began to distance yourself though, as you had thought that these feelings would ruin what type of friendship you had with him.

'What if he hates me for these feelings? What if I fuck up and everyone finds out then they all hate me.. What if I have to quit volleyball team? What if I have to move away because of this? ' Your mind raced with these thoughts everytime you entered the gym.

"Oi, (Name)! " Iwaizumi shouted.

You whirled around and looked at him with confusion, seeing as he didn't beckon you over like normal.