I'm Not the Man You Knew (Depressed! Hawks)

Chapter 1

Hawks and Dabi have been dating a little over six months. Dabi was a mellow person while Hawks is an outgoing and bubbly one.

(Just so y'all are clear- I will be using a mix of Hawks' hero name and his real name- Keigo Takami)

Dabi POV

Keigo and I are in our bed, him nuzzled into my side. His wings were hanging off the bed, as the bed was in the middle of the wall. I smiled and grabbed my phone to play some games til he woke up. Knowing him, that will take a while.

After a couple minutes of playing Subway Surfers, he began to stir in his sleep. I didn't take notice of it though. I continued on with my game but he had started to sweat. Hawks was always cold so I stopped playing and looked over at him. He had a worried look on and his teeth were clenched. 

"Keigo wake up." I nudged him lightly. No response except for him nuzzling more into me. I got up and shook him harder. "Keigo!" I rose my voice slightly, not wanting to startle him.

He opened his eyes suddenly and he fell off of the bed. That sounds like something from a book but it didn't sound like it. He had hit the ground with a loud bump and he huffed. 

"I'm sorry baby." I got out of bed to hug him.

"Ugh, ouch..." He adjusted his wings then looked up at me. "What for?" 

He leaned into my hug and that helped me notice he was slightly trembling. 'But that doesn't make sense. He was and is sweating. So he is not cold...' 

I was forced out of my own thoughts by the blonde getting out of my grasp. "I will ask again, what are you sorry for hun?" He offered a hand to me when he got up. I willingly took it.

"I woke you and you fell out of bed." Keigo just smiled and giggled at me. "Honey," I started, looking at him seriously. "What dream were you having?" My lover's face went from happy and tired to shocked and... scared?

Hawks POV

"What dream were you having?"

I stopped giggling and tried not to think of the dream. No, those were memories. "What do you mean? I don't have dreams Dabs!" Well, it wasn't a lie.

"Keigo, you were sweating and shaking. You looked scared! What was the dream?!" He raised his voice slightly. I flinched but wouldn't let that show.

"Look, I don't remember. I am going to get some coffee." I walked over to the closet and pulled on a hoodie over my bare chest and walked downstairs. 

'Why would he want to know about my memories? I mean, he tells me about his all the time! It's fine Takami. You're not going to tell em.' 

It had always been bad dream after bad dream. When I had started dating Dabi they started going away. Just recently they have been coming back. It's been months since I have had these dreams. 

I ruffled my wings as I made my coffee. I normally have 4-5 shots of espresso in it, even though Dabi says to stop my addiction. But this is the only thing that helps by bubbly mood stay the way it is. 

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to push you." Dabi came up behind me and hugged me, in between my wings of course. "You tell me when you want to tell me." He knows I am sensitive with stuff involving my past. I think he figured it out, seeing how I tell him everything.

"Thank you." I whispered. 

He ducked under my wings and faced me. "So there is something bothering you." He rose his eyebrow. 

I just giggled. "No I'm fine Dabs." I turned back to the counter and got a mug out of the cabinet above me. Dabi went quiet, which was a bit concerning. "Hey Google, what's the date?" I asked the robot. 

"Today is Saturday, March 28th." I mentally thanked it and looked at the clock. It read 8:13 am.

"OH SHIT!" I rushed upstairs and quickly changed into my hero costume. But I couldn't seem to find my glasses. "Fuck..." I just decided to find them after work and ran back downstairs, letting the wind fix my hair for me. 

"Why can't you stay home today? It's the weekend!" Dabi asked now sitting at the island.

"Because Endeavor will kill me!" I quickly pulled on my boots and gloves. Dabi walked to me and  I kissed him for a full 15 seconds. "See you at the end of the day!" I pecked him one final time on the cheek and literally flew out the door.

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Hey guys! New book! I haven't found a depressed! Hawks book yet so I decided to make one! I will try to post as much as possible.

XOXO- Lou