I woke up from that dream and it made me slightly happy. That pleasurable dream was very interesting. I kind of missed Johnathen and the fact that I was being so mean to him, made me upset.
"I really want to go find him," I thought.
I ran into the bathroom to get ready for today.
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I snuck downstairs and the entrance door was cracked, Sebastian was in the doorway, blocking the other visitor. The other voice sounded like Johnathen. Running downstairs, I placed my foot between the door, stopping it from closing.
I pushed Sebastian away and ran out the door.
"Johnathen!" I shouted.
He turned around, he didn't have a smile on his face but there were sadness in his eyes.
I ran up to him, forcefully hugging him. I wanted answers. I was very confused.
"To start things off, I wanted to say I am sorry, for yelling at you, I freaked out when Sebastian told me that he was a demon, but I freaked out even more when I found out that you was lying to me, the demon part I don't believe because you are the nicest man I know..." I smiled.
"Camilla-!"
I cut Johnathen off,
"You are a liar you know that, I just remembered that so called dungeon was turned into a memorial museum when you first moved in it, I helped you decorate it!" I laughed.His eyes widened. He placed his hands against my back.
"...I accept your apology!" he replied.
I then felt him pry myself off of him. He placed his hands on my shoulders, "Camilla, I always loved you, and to keep you safe, I am leaving!"
My eyes shot open, I disapprove. I slapped his hand away, "No, your not!"
"I am sorry, but I have to, and you have a lot to work on so you can once again redeem your pride!" he replied.
"I lost it because of you, the least that you can do is stay, when I saw you dead, all my pride, feelings, they were all gone...!" I shouted.
He was about to say something but he stared over my shoulder. I turned as well to see the furious butler, this time his expression was blank, and I know the fury within him was about to boil over.
"Is it because of Sebastian, are you afraid of what he might do to you if you had stayed?!" I asked, calming down.
"No it isn't that, I am afraid of what you would become if you let him have his way!" he said before turning around.
I grabbed the back of his jacket,
"Come back, please...!" I begged.He turned around and gave me a kiss on my cheek.
"I will do whatever I can to make you happy!" he smiled.
He climbed inside of the carriage. I watched as he rode away. I slowly walked through the door as Sebastian stared my way.
I like both Sebastian and Johnathen and if I had to choose, I would be lost.
I placed my hand on Sebastian's chest,
"I apologize for my rudeness, I wanted to talk to Johnathen at least one last time!" I said.
He placed his hands on the sides of my face, and smiled, "You are quite the interesting girl, I will enjoy every moment of our time when you are marked by me!"
I still didn't get it. He took his hands away and walked up the stairs. It was pretty early. I went back in my room and went back to sleep.
In that time, I dreamt about Sebastian and how he made me experience the pleasure that I didn't know my body could receive.
~author's note~
Hey hey hey...
I made a new part...
I brung Johnathen back....
Camilla is having that Team Michaelis and Team Heinz moment...
It will not be a Team Faustus yet...Anywho thanks for reading, stay tuned for more parts and as always, I love you all so much.
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