My sweet Raven(Editing)

Johnathen I Cant Trust You(Sebastian)

It has been 3 months since I killed Markinswell, I still haven't killed all the men who treated me with disrespect but it doesn't matter anymore.

I am happy with my life now.
Ciel threw a huge Costum party and I invited Johnathen over for the party.
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In my room I got dressed in my costume. I decided to dress up as a black cat.(Camilla doesn't really know about Sebastian's Cat Fetish)

I slid on my cat ears and my mask, exiting out the room towards Ciel's study.

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At his study

I knocked on the door immediately being invited in.

Ciel wasn't dressed in his costume. I walked over towards him.

"Ciel, why aren't you dressed?" I asked.

He looked worried about something.

"Ciel...?!" I called out.

"Camilla...you go and enjoy the party, I will be dressed soon," he said, his voice was carrying so much grief.

"Are you okay?" I asked, sitting down.

"Tsk...I am fine, go and enjoy the party!" he said with a fake smile.

I know a fake smile when I see one, he wasn't fooling anyone.
I just got up and left the room.

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I walked down the stairs as the crowd of people looked up at me.

"Ciel will be joining us a little bit later, he has some important issues to work out with hisself, I hope you understand," I said.

They slowly bowed and walked away. I sat down at the bottom of the stairs, trying to figure out what is wrong with Ciel.

Sebastian walked up to me,
"What seems to be the matter, Camilla?"

"Nothing, I'm just worried about Ciel, is he alright?" I asked.

"It's hard to say, this time I am clueless," he replied.

"Is there someone that he does not approve of that is going to be attending the party?"

"I have no answer to that, don't worry yourself about it, I will reward you soon enough," he smiled.

"Yeah okay," I smiled back.

I grabbed his hand and he lifted me up to my feet. He continued to smile as he began to walk up the stairs.

"Camilla! You Like Our Costumes!" All of the servants shouted.

I walked over towards them, "Yeah, they are very nice," I smiled.

"Oh my gosh, Camilla!!" Finny shouted.

"What?" I asked.

"You were smiling!" Finny shouted.

"I was not!" I said.

"Yeah you were," Bardroy laughed.

"I-I don't know what you are talking!" I said, turning my back.

"Camilla, you can't fool us, we know a smile when we see one," Finny said.

"Okay you got me, I am able to smile because the burden that I once was carrying on my shoulders is now lifted, I am free to smile and laugh once again," I said.

Mey-Rin and Finny was wiping tears from their eyes.

"That's so lovely, we are happy for you!" They smiled, wrapping their arms around me.

"A hug, this is nice," I said, softly.

They let go,
"Well, we have to began serving the guest in the party."

"No, you all need to have a break, you enjoy the party!" I said.

"But, who will serve the guest?" Finny asked.

"Don't worry about that, I will handle it," I said, walking over to a table.

I jumped up onto the table.
Everyone once again looked up at me,

"Another announcement, the servants at the Phantomhive Manor will not be serving you, they will be enjoying theirselves, my orders, you all will be walking your butts over to that corner over there and getting your own refreshments, also my orders!" I shouted, jumping off the table.

"See, I told you," I smiled.

My eyes were then covered.

"Sebastian?" I asked.

"No, try again," he said.

I knew exactly who this was, I decided to play a little.

"I know who this is, Bardroy!" I smiled.

"You aren't serious right now?" he asked.

"Johnathen, I was just playing with you," I laughed.

He removed his hands and I turned around to hug him.
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"I am happy that you showed up," I said.

"I wouldn't miss this opportunity to spend with you," he said, ruffling my hair.

"Aww...that's so cute," I heard Finny and Mey-Rin say.

I turned towards them, "Don't do that!" I whispered.

"Why not?" Johnathen asked.

"Because...that is weird," I said.

"I really do love you Camilla, I wish that you could see it," he smiled.

"I love you too but I love Sebastian more, I wish that you can see that, I see you as an older brother or a father, but Sebastian, I see him as something different," I said, touching the side of his face.

"How different?" he asked.

"I don't know, a lover maybe," I answered.

He didn't respond.

"Camilla, is everything okay?" Sebastian asked.

Before I could get out my answer, Johnathen grabbed him and slammed him against the wall.

"Johnathen, what are you doing?!" I shouted.

"If you touch Camilla, I will kill you!" he threatened.

"Hm...touch her you say, there will be more than that," Sebastian smiled.

I grabbed Johnathen's arm and tried to yank him off of Sebastian but I was just knocked into the wine glass table.

"Ah...!" I shouted as the glasses broke against my skin, stabbing me.

"Camilla...!" Sebastian shouted.

Johnathen looked over towards me, I ripped my mask off.

"Is t-there a day, where I could be h-happy?!" I shouted, slowly standing up so the glass shards wouldn't pierce any deeper.

Sebastian knocked Johnathen off.

"I am sorry," Johnathen said.

"Sorry, isn't going to cut it, not this time, I really can't trust you," I said, limping out of the entrance and towards the kitchen.

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~author's note~

Another part is out, I haven't been updating as quickly because II've been planning a lot. I have been extremely tired lately.
Here is this part, I have have 2 more parts for Sebastian and 3 for Johnathen because of me making an Alternative ending.

Stay tune for the last 4 parts and as always, I love you all so much,

VampireLux Out!
Mwah<3