The morning came, I sat on my bed, once again, isolating myself from everyone. Mey-Rin, Bardroy, and Finny came by my room and offer me some scones but I politely turned them down. They tried to cheer me up but it wasn't working, so they left.
I curled up in a ball, on my bed, and just sat there.
"Why is everyone treating me with the least respect, I am human too, why do I have to suffer this horrifying pain? What did I do to deserve this retched life, I wish...I wish someone would just kill me!" I thought, "How can you piss off a demon butler?" I asked myself.
I though for a moment, "If I tried to kill Ciel, will he kill me? I want him to kill me."
And so, my plan was decided, I marched downstairs, in only a corset and underwear.
I walked into the kitchen.
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Inside the kitchen, I searched for a knife, or something. I rummage through every drawer and couldn't find a single knife. Knowing Sebastian, he took them all.
I eventually came across a butchering knife. I grabbed it. I began to cry.
Not knowing Sebastian was there.
"What seems to be the matter, young mistress...?!" He asked.
I jumped, the knife that I was holding was then taken away from me in one swift movement.
"Why were you holding this knife? Were you thinking about harming the young master with it just to die by my hands?" He continued.
"I don't want to hurt Ciel, I want to die, can you just kill me please, my soul is yours just take it, I don't care anymore!" I shouted.
"Hm...you won't be able to take what you said back!" He smiled.
"I don't want to live in this cursed world, I want to live in a gentle and peaceful world, you can have my soul, if I could live in peace, you crave dirty souls don't you!" I yelled.
"Actually, I do not crave a soul that isn't pure, and if I were to feast on an impure soul, I won't be able to enjoy my meal when I feast, my mark will be left on you!" He grinned.
"Your mark....?" I asked.
"You will find out soon enough," he replied.
"Did he mean the mark that Ciel has on his eye?"
I turned towards him as he began to walk out of the kitchen,
"Sebastian, why don't you just mark me now?" I asked.
He stopped, slightly turning his head, "This is a place where meals are prepared, this wouldn't be an appropriate place to mark you!"
He replied, "You should head back into your room, you will catch a cold if you stay out here half exposed.""Yeah, sure!" I replied.
I wasn't going to let him leave me clueless, his mark, what is it?
I sat at the servants table with my head resting down on my arms.
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(Ciel's POV)"She what...?!" I said, raising my voice.
"...She wanted me to kill her, she thought that by killing you, I would end her but instead, her words earlier completed the contract!" Sebastian replied.
"What a foolish act, killing me to kill herself, only an incompetent fool would think of nonsense like that!" I said, "The contract, how did she complete it?"
"By offering her soul to me, she wants to live in peace, without her past coming back to haunt her, and after I left my mark on her, she will get just that!" he replied.
I sat there for a moment, and then I let out a huge sigh, "Sebastian, by mark you don't mean...?"
"Of course, she won't get the exact mark that you have, this mark will be forever attached on her skin, just like the branding symbols on your body's!" Sebastian replied.
"Will this hurt her...?"
"Yes, it will hurt a bit, but she should pull through with it, now if you would excuse me, I have to prepare for this evenings meal!" Sebastian bowed, before leaving the room.
I resume back to my papers.
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(Camilla's POV)Bardroy, Finny, Mey-Rin, and Tanaka walked into the kitchen, my head still faced down on the kitchen table.
"Oi Camilla, are you alright?" Bardroy asked.
"Wha...? Oh yeah, I am doing fine, well at least I think so!" I replied.
"You look annoyed, then again...you might not be feeling well!" Finny said.
"Yeah, I think I have a slight fever, I will go upstairs to rest, you are all welcome to stop by my room anytime you please!" I smiled.
"Okay, Get Well Soon!" they all shouted.
I began to walk up stairs.
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In my bed, I covered up and leaned against the head board, thinking about earlier.
Soon after, I passed out.
~Author's Note~
To me, I thought this part was a bit rushed. I could've spent more time with it but I just didn't really have the time to any other day so yeah.
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