Cuts.

c o u n s e l i n g # 1 .

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"i'm here for your first counseling session."

she looked at will dumbfounded. once again he pulled out those same car keys dangling them. she smiled and made her way towards the car, getting in.

"so you got out your counseling earlier then you should have."

"you were waiting waiting on those steps earlier then you should have."

"touché." she smirked as she won this battle.

they reached his house and she paused as they stood in front of the door. suddenly she became self conscious. am i to fat, she thought. these things digging deeper into her head messing with the things the counselor says, and that unknown number.

"you look beautiful."

he was looking down at her, and she looked up at him. it was as if he could pull her out of the sea of thoughts she was drowning in.

he opened the door and they made their way inside the house. it was normal and gave off a calm vibe.

"william louis vanzara you need to clean yo... well hi there my names kayla vanzara, you can just call me kayla."

kayla held out her hand for andrea to shake.

"mom this is andrea."

andrea reached out and shook her hand.

"let me make you some lasagna, you need to get some meat on those skinny bones." kayla joked, but andrea took it more seriously then she should have.

Andreas thoughts were mixed up. I thought people liked skinny people, she thought. More importantly she thought of how different his mom was from her step-dad floated around. she was friendly, sweet, and kind. her step-dad had no feelings, he couldn't understand the word sympathy if she had took a dictionary and slapped him in the face with it.

"mom, cut it out."

"okay, well i'll be doing laundry, call me if you need anything."

she scurried off as if she's in a rush.

"i'm sorry about that."

"it's okay."

"well," he started to speak grabbing her hand.

"let's make some food!"

he took out a pizza making set, and went straight to making his pizza. meat, pepperoni, lots and lots of cheese. Just a bit of everything.

her stomached twisted in knots seeing the food all over the kitchen counter.

"would you like some?"

"no."

"you need to eat something."

"do you have salad?"

his eyes widened at how easy that was to get her to eat something. she just knew he would not let this down if she didn't had asked. he nodded getting out the salad, a bowl, fork, salad dressing, carrots, chicken, and other things people usually put in a salad.

she pushed away everything except the bag of salad, and bowl. she opened the bag of salad only spilling half of it in the bowl leaving the other half untouched.

she picked up one of the lettuce with her bare hands bringing it up to her lips. they opened and the plain lettuce entered her mouth. she chewed and throw up was already making its way up her throat. she swallowed the throw up along with the lettuce. she looked towards will, a smile played on his lips, and she smiled back.

honestly, she was just going to throw up after this.