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I came back to reality before everything started to happen that night. Never ever tell Tayeon, never. I walked down the hallway to my room and remembered the last time I was in here. Ugh! Why does kookie have to have a girlfriend!? I support him, though. If he's happy in someone else's arms, I'm happy. I layed down on my bed and looked at my computer. I opened the page I had been on when I had used my computer last. The tickets! Omo I almost forgot, the day is almost here! I looked at the date on the computer, July 2. My birthday was in 14 days, 2 weeks. The concert was in 14 days, 2 weeks. Oh shit, what if they are sold out! I checked and there were still a few hundred left. I can still get them, if I hurry! I ran down the stairs and looked for Tayeon. Jisoo was standing at the feet of the stairs. She tried to avoid my gaze and leave. 

"I'll deal with you later, bitch" I said as I smirked. I caught Tayeon and hurried towards her. 

"Do you remember the tickets, T?" 

"Of course, how could I forget?" She said in a sarcastic tone. 

Don't roll your eyes. Don't roll your eyes or else no tickets for you Lily! 

"Well, do you have money?" I said in a small tone, a whisper.

"Here use my card, don't overspend please." She handed me her card. 

I accepted it and ran back to my room screeching of excitement.

I'll finally get to meet him. Jeon Jungkook. My husband. As the last word resonated in my mind I laughed loudly. He already has a girlfriend, dumbass. He's happy with someone else. It's ok, though you love him. He's happy. I bought the tickets and  confirmed the purchase. Wait, I haven't spent all of the money in the budget... I can still get more things.. I chuckled eviley and went to the official BTS merchandise website. I bought one ARMY bomb, a BT21 Cooky headband, and Jungkook's earrings he wore in Fake Love. 

Omo, I still need to buy my outfit for the concert! What am I gonna wear?   I rechecked the budget and I had $350

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Omo, I still need to buy my outfit for the concert! What am I gonna wear?   I rechecked the budget and I had $350.97 left. BITCH- ARE WE REALLY THAT RICH?! 

I decided to go to the mall for a little while and buy some outfit choices. I googled which mall was the closest to me. The Seoul Mall came up. Wait, wasn't that the mall Jungkook was caught with his girlfriend in? Should I really go...? Aigoo, don't worry about him. It's his personal life! 

I looked at the time, 5:49. I need to get going! I changed into some white ripped jeans. I couldn't decide which shirt to wear so I closed my eyes and picked one out from my huge closet. When I opened my eyes I grinned. It was meant to be. Fate wanted it that way... It was my Jungkook shirt. It was black and had "Jeon Jungkook" written on the front next to the Bulletproof Boy scouts Logo. On the back was the number '97. Your first shirt. It had been the first BTS shirt I had bought. 8th Grade, 2013.That year. The year I fell in love with Bunny-Boy. I knew he would never know who I was but I loved him with all of me. He was only 2 years older. Still, no one understood how I felt. My pains or happiness were unknown to many. My own twin sister couldn't believe my feelings for those 7 beautiful boys. I put on a pale pink oversized hoodie on and my BT21 converse shoes. I picked out a baby blue purse. I quickly stuffed my phone and wallet in it and double checked my things. Wallet? Check. Phone? Check. Dictionary just in case you forget things which I doubt you will because you've been studying Korean since you were three? Check. Damn, how am I so obsessed with BTS? My wallet was Cooky themed, bright pink. My phone had Jungkook's photocard from the Love Yourself: Her album. I had gotten lucky that day. It was the last one at target. I would have fought them hoes just to get it. Thankfully no one got it before me. Omo, my wallpaper. My home screen wallpaper for my phone was well, um, I don't know... special? And my lock screen was really beautiful, I love pink and I love Kookie so why not?

 special? And my lock screen was really beautiful, I love pink and I love Kookie so why not?

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I tiptoed down the stairs and almost made out the door when I caught Jisoo staring at me

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I tiptoed down the stairs and almost made out the door when I caught Jisoo staring at me. "I know I'm beautiful but you don't have to stare." She stopped staring and ran into the living room to "clean". I walked out the door and breathed in the fresh air of the big driveway. Our car was right in front. I remembered something and rolled my eyes at myself. Fuck the keys!!!!! How do I get them without getting caught by Tayeon? I tiptoed back inside and got the car keys. I laughed evilly, quietly, and said "You're so smart, Lil'!" I said in a quiet voice. 

"Well you're obviously not smart enough to sneak out properly." Shit. 

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