Forbidden Love JK FF

16~

Tayeon POV~~

We walked around Forever 21 for sometime. We approached the men's section and I looked for some clothes for my boyfriend. That's so weird. How can I call someone mine? I chuckled to myself and looked back. My smile faded. He wasn't there. Where is he? Where did Jackson go? I looked around some more and finally saw him. He was standing next to the fitting rooms. 

"Where did you go, J?" 

"Oh I was waiting for you- wait you weren't in there? Oh shoot, I thought that was you." 

He laughed his hearty laugh and flashed me one of his beautiful smiles. 

I adore you. I love you so much, J. How can I tell you? I love your everything. Your smile, your personality, your love for me. How can I feel all of this? I've never really loved anyone beside Lily and my parents. Is this how Lily feels for her "Bambtan Boys" or whatever their called? 

"What's wrong, T? Have you been listening to anything I've been saying?" He asked looking at me with a concerned face. 

Wait, was he talking this whole time? Omo he must've thought I was ignoring him. 

"What? Sorry I was thinking." 

"Oh I was saying how I can get you anything you want from the store or something." He looked down shamefully. He had told me since the beginning that he didn't like bragging or talking about money. I had money sure. But He had 3,000 times more than me. He was rich! 

I was tempted to ask him to get me clothes but I kept telling myself, You are not a gold-digging bitch. Don't make him think that. 

"By the way what do you work in. I realized we don't know much about each other besides the basics. Your name is Jackson, right?" I laughed out loud, expecting Jackson to laugh as loud and hard as me. He didn't. His laugh was more awkward, more nervous. 

"Well, as I told you my name is Kim Jackson. I am 22 years old and from Busan. I came here to Seoul at 15 years old. I have an older brother, he is really shy and most people don't know about him but I'll maybe introduce you. I have "roommates", well not really. They are my best friends and we all live together because that's how we are." He shrugged and looked back at me.

"By any chance, are those "roommates" girls?" I lifted one eyebrow and expected his response. 

We both laughed out loud, I loved our moments. 

"Of course not! I live with dudes, what do you mean? Anyway, my favorite color is black. I need more colorful clothes, though. Most of my shirts are either white or black!"

We continued walking, "What about you, are you telling me the truth?"

"I swear, sargeant!" I said lifting up my hand as if I was taking an oath. 

"Ok, my name is Kim Tayeon. I was born in Los Angeles, California. I am half-Mexican, half-American. I am an only child," Don't tell him, not yet. "My eomma is Mexican and my appa is Korean. I am 20 years old, a Cancer. I was born July 16, 1999. I know how to speak Spanish, English, and as you can see a little bit of Korean. Not a lot because I was often bullied at school for being Korean. They would call me "ugly little kpop star". Since, I look more Mexican than Korean I would deny being Korean all together. My eyes look asian but the rest of my face is very Mexican. That's why I didn't bother learning Korean until recently, I was taught by my sis- my best friend who is also Korean." Oh shit, it almost slipped out!  I had never told anyone that, ever. Not even Lily, my best friend. I'd never told anyone I was bullied.