Forbidden Love JK FF

26~~

Tayeon POV ~~

I kissed him for the last time and took of the necklace. The necklace he gave me as a sign of his love. I can do this anymore. I just can't anymore. I've hurt him with my lies and he's hurt me with his. I dropped it in his hand, I had to look at his eyes. Just one more time. 

"It's over." I could see the trouble in his eyes. His worry worried me. I couldn't help but feel a tugging in my throat. The lump. The lump I had always feared. Once I started crying, that lump would consume me whole. It would drown me in the sea of my sorrows that I had hidden away so well for many years. In the sea of my sorrows that I had never forgotten even though I had tried. I had tried, at least. I clenched my fists in effort to not let that lump consume me. It surprisingly worked. I backed away from Jackson. He slowly crumpled onto the floor. His palm held my necklace. His knees dropped and he sat on the floor. He looked up at me. His eyes. I couldn't bear looking at them anymore. I turned around to face Lily. She was staring at the floor, frowning. I grabbed her hand. 

"Let's go," I tried to make her look up at me, but she wouldn't budge. She kept staring at the floor as if something was making her look down. I grabbed her chin.

"Hey," I said, my brows starting to furrow. She finally looked at me, with tears in her eyes. They sparkled. Her lip started trembling and the hand that I held started shaking too. I pulled her down onto the ground and we both sat. I grabbed her head. She seemed to be in a state of shock, she seemed to be in a nightmare. Her eyes were wide, but she was silent. I soon realized what was going on. She had never told me, they had never told her. But, the doctors had told me. She suffered from PTSD... What do I do? She's having one of her flashbacks?! I started panicking. I ran up the stairs and got a pillow. I almost stumbled back down the stairs. I saw Jack and Jackson staring at Lily, horrified. They all circled around her. I felt the blood coursing through my veins. 

"Get the fuck away from her" I said quietly, though everyone heard me. They all cleared. I put the pillow under her head and layed her down on the floor. She stayed wide-eyed for about five minutes before she came back to me. She started gasping for air. 

"Are you okay, what happened?" Lily only stared at Jackson. I moved her face towards me. 

"What happened?" Her eyes darted to to the door. 

"Something's wrong, I- I- can't explain it.." I hug her and fan her face with my hand. She shudders and I pick her up to her feet. I turn around and I see Jack and Jackson with the same distraught expression. Finally Jack opens his mouth to speak, but he quickly closes it. He looks at me then back at Lily. He can't seem to figure it out. 

"Can I talk to you, privately?" He looks at me, then at Lily.

"Who? Me or her?" I say. 

"Um, who did I kiss?" He talks in almost a whisper. I know he doesn't want Jackson to hear what he's saying just in case he gets mad again. Lily looks up at him. 

"Oh, that was me" She grabs his wrist and walks up the stairs and into the corner. They fade away and I am left with Jackson, Jisoo, and Tan. I stand in the middle. Jackson won't stop staring at me, I pathetically look down. 

"Can we please talk?" He mumbles. 

"What?" I can't hear him. 

"Just.." He grabs me and takes me upstairs. His grip is tightening with each step we take. I wince, but he doesn't stop. We go into the opposite hall as Lily. I can see Jack and Lily talking awkwardly to the right. I look down and see Jackson's knuckles turning white on my wrist. I slap his hand off and wince. My wrist is bruised. There are shades of purple and blue. The bruise extends down to my fore-arm. Jackson realizes what he has done. He looks down on me. 

"I'm sorry, for everything" His voice slightly cracks and I can see he's holding back the tears. 

"W-" He interrupts me before I can start. 

"I lied, about everything. My name isn't Jackson. My name is Jeon Jungkook. I am an international Kpop Star. My dad doesn't work for an entertainment company, I do. That's why I'm so rich. I work for BigHit Entertainment." He can't look me in the eyes. I recognize that name, Big Hit. Where do I know that name from? I suddenly hear Lily's voice in my mind.

"Did you know that the company BTS works for is called Big Hit Entertainment? Isn't that a weird name, though?" 

Her voice fades and I can feel my breathing get faster. 

"I'm part of a Kpop band called BTS" 

A/N:

Sorry for the short chapter today, but I hope you guys enjoyed it! Here it is if you guys forgot who is who:

Jackson = Jungkook 

Jack = Taehyung

~Dani