[Art Book]
I post art here, occasionally (very occasionally)! Over the years I've definitely gotten better at drawing but it's almost fun to look back at it all, behind the cringing. There's a lot of cringing, believe me. Sometimes I also post thing...
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(Couldn't tell which version I liked better.)
The file name for this is "isolated" so... oops?
I miss people. Like, it's draining to be around people a lot of the time but I still like... miss interacting with the people that I love, I guess. I don't know how to explain it. Just like-- I'm an ambivert. That's the word.
I dunno. I feel trapped, though. I went on a walk with my mom and sister yesterday and it was actually really refreshing, as much as I hate being outside this time of year. It was nice out and I was able to take my time and just think about stuff.
I've cried myself to sleep twice this week though. Once it was actually night and it was because of a duet someone made to a vent TikTok that I made (I did ask for duets, but God, the one she made hurt-) and the other time it was like... 3-4:00 and I was like, "Oh God everyone hates me" and I listened to my vent playlist until I fell asleep.
Steven Universe is over. That one hurt, man. I grew up with SU. I'm glad Steven is seeing a therapist and leaving home to discover himself and grow as a person.
I didn't vlog all week so that's uhh oops. I'm gonna try and make a ton of non-talking videos tonight just so I can post them this week. Key word: try.
Note to self: Behind 2 social studies assignments (3 if you count current event), need to practice chorus, world cultures prezi (she checks every week, idiot). ^ Whoever sees that, yell at me so I get it done. Even if I say, "I will", yell at me. I won't.
Alsooooooo remote learning was extended to May 4th and we have a stay-at-home order. We're allowed to go out but we have to stay away from people and it should really only be if it's necessary. And non-essential places are all shutting down, so I can't cut my hair like I was gonna do. Thank you very much, Governor Sununu. It is to stop the spread of COVID-19 though so whatever. Still mad about not being able to cut my hair and see my friends/extended family (and the dogs-).
