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February 18th .

         
Dear Diary ,                                                                                

                      I woke up at 7 again to get ready for my second day of work . Somehow I did not have an appetite to have breakfast like yesterday . Is it because of the nervousness that I am having ? Am I overreacting ? I hope not but I guess I am still nervous to meet the other two staff that will be working with me today . I should try to shake it off soon , 2 hours left to go till I start my work .

                     Half an hour left before I enter the shop , I am feeling a bit nervous again but I am trying my best to calm myself from being nervous by being at a cafe that I usually go to .  It does help me a lot since I like to be alone while doing my own stuff like watching anime , listening to songs and surfing the internet without any distractions instead of meeting up with other people . I guess you could say I am an introvert , or I am just a person that is afraid of commitment . Although I said all of that , I did plan a meetup with a buddy working nearby the area . Talking to him helped me get a lot of worries off my chest since he listens to all of my problems and worries . I am quite grateful that I have a friend like him .


                     I came back after a while , the other two are quite friendly compared to my expectations , It seems like I really was overreacting . They were friendlier than I thought , well one of them is , the other one just ignored me for half a day and talked once I talked to her first . Weird . 

                    I ended my shift for the night , I am starting to enjoy the job more and more after each day . It actually seems like a decent job . They have good machines for coffee ( although I can't touch them yet ) , decent staff , soothing atmosphere but weirdly I have a weird hunch that I might be leaving this job soon in like a month or two . I am quite nervous for what is about to come next during my time at this job .


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