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March 21st .

Dear Diary ,                                                                                              


                     Today is my cousin's birthday today ! To be honest , I forgot about his birthday surprisingly since our birthdays are only 7 days apart but I saw him posting about it on Instagram so I decided to wish him a happy birthday while acting as if I remembered it so that he would not feel bad . I am not sure whether does he buy it though . Anyways I offered to buy him a gift as a surprise or whatnot since he is like a little brother to me and all but he rejected , it was like him telling me we are not close in his own unique way . ( he did not say that , I just have a hunch XD )  Moral of the story , I saved my money .

                   During quarantine , I noticed there are jobs that require people to write articles in order to earn a few hundred dollars of money , so then I thought that I should start writing articles too since I am stuck at home in the meantime . I should be able to earn some quick cash before quarantine ends .

                It seems like I am giving up on writing articles for now , there just isn't a good website for me to pursue in . Most of the websites are shady and do not give out a lot of information for what articles are they looking for . Even if some of them do , they need topics that I have no knowledge of like knitting , traveling , and etc . I guess I would need to search for other interests for now until I find a website that welcomes me . 

             I have been stressing out on what to study nowadays . I have been interested in a lot of things including writing but I am not sure whether would they work out for me or not . I am going to write down my interests right here in this diary just in case I would not forget about it later on . So I am interested in being a patisserie ( either studying or start working ) , barista which I completed for now since I am working at a cafe , studying psychology ( either becoming a school counselor or a psychologist ) , being a kindergartener ( cuz I like kids ) ,  study business ( cuz I wanna be a boss when I grow older) , and studying graphic designing ( wanting to become an animator since I was inspired by Jaiden , James , and Domics ) . 

          Although I am interested in so much of these jobs , I am not sure whether would I be good at them since I have never tried them out before except for being a barista and a writer . I hope I do find a job that will be able to give me a decent pay , flexible time and a friendly environment so that I am able to work comfortably ( basically a job that is the opposite of my current job ) . It does feel like I am asking for a lot since I am so young and have no experience in any field except for being a barista for a month and a waiter for not even half a month . ( I sound like a useless kid lol ) But I guess a guy can dream right ? As they say ' Dream Big and Play Hard '.

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