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February 27th .

Dear Diary ,                                                                                         

                      A lot has happened since the day I started working here , it seems like things are going to sh*ts between my impression of my colleagues . Two of them are not being as nice as I thought they are compared to my first impressions of them . One of them started backstabbing the other workers when she had the chance to , while the other one is looking down on me for some reason . It could be that I am possibly overthinking it a little too much but I just do not feel as happy working there anymore . So I decided to work here for at least a month to see whether am I suitable to work for this place or am I just not used to the environment .

                    I have been saving up some money by eating bread when I am on break instead of having rice nowadays . Unexpectedly , my supervisor noticed and pitied me when he saw me and said eating bread seems so pitiful and offered me his lunch . It gave me mixed feelings about this worked place since some of the workers like him are nice while the others are giving me bad vibes here and there . Somehow he made me consider not leaving the job for now .

                   I went on to the internet cafe to have a meetup with another friend to talk about the problems that I am facing at the workplace , he suggested that I should consider leaving since I am not enjoying the job as much . Despite that , he has a way better job compared to mine . He is paid with a higher salary , has friendlier workers and a fantastic boss , while I have a stingy boss , half of the workers are asses , and a low salary of 1200 while my friend has 1900 . It made me feel worse and I started to hate my job more and more since then .

                   I went home after working for 12 hours , had a shower and called my girlfriend for 2 hours until I slept . During our call , she agreed on me leaving my job too when I told her about my problems while also telling her about the comparisons between my job and my friend's workplace . 
                      


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