I began to tell her every detail of what happened that night. I told her how I opened up to him and she seemed shocked.
"You never open up that easily"
"I know, but with him it was just so.. easy? And he genuinely cared of what I had to say. I kind of feel bad, I didn't ask anything about his life."
"Amber, you already know everything"
"Yeah I know, but he doesn't know that. I don't know everything. There's lots of stuff I could ask him. I guess I'll ask him tomorrow because we're hanging out again"
"Again! Wow, I'm so happy for you! Genuinely, Amber. You deserve this"
"Thank you, Sadie, thank you for everything"
"Always"
Talking to Sadie at any time was such a refresher. It's like my life was good. It's like all the bad things had gone away. She truly is my best friend and without her I don't think I would have made it through the depression and anxiety. That all seemed to slip away after she came in my life and reassured me that I was stronger than I thought I was and I don't know if I'll ever be able to thank her enough for that. She helped me love myself.
"So what are you and Harry gonna do tomorrow?" She pulls me out of my thoughts
"I'm not sure but I hope we can go out, I wouldn't want to hide every time we hang out, you know?
"Yeah but I'm sure that you don't want all the attention from the media and he wouldn't want that on you either. He likes his life private"
"Yeah I know, I do too but I just want to have fun"
"You will!"
After Sadie and I have already eaten we decide to go shopping. We start looking through outfits.
"What about this one?" She pulls out a white dress with ruffles
"Ummm no. Haha, not my thing"
I turn to another rack and pull out a blue dress with flowers on it. This is perfect, I think to myself. I grab the dress and head to the dressing room to try it on. I call Sadie over and show her.
"That is so cute"
"Yes, you think he'll like it?" I smile
"I think he'll love it" she smiles back
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After a little while longer of shopping, we head to pay for our things. I bought a bunch of graphic t shirts and new jeans and Sadie had a hand full of stuff herself.
We decide to both go to get our nails done and we end up getting full body wax's and massages. I need to be prepared in case we end up going swimming.
