Watermelon Sugar

19

*1 month later*

Amber POV

It's been one month since Harry left for tour. He's been good, we've been good... but I can't say that there hasn't been a feeling, a weird feeling. Like something is missing, you know? I miss him so much but I'm planning on visiting him next week! We planned to stay together for the weekend because he has a little break!

We haven't gotten to talk as much as we would like to everyday just because he gets up really early, and I'm sleeping in and he's doing all his work while I'm working on my business at home.

Oh yeah, I quit my job. I decided that makeup wasn't what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. I like making things for people, so that's what I've been doing. I'm making rings and phone cases and all the 70's inspired things because that's my jam. I've been able to somewhat decorate my place the way I want since I've made more money and I will never stop sending Harry pictures of EVERYTHING.

He secretly loves it though...

I think this is the most I've ever been sure.. with Harry. Though I've never had real relationships before... but we don't talk about that. With Harry it's like I don't have to worry.. though we are a bit horny now and then. We haven't done anything in a month! If you exclude phone sex ... anywayyyyy

I haven't seen Sadie in a while either. She's been doing her own thing, really just working a lot because she's chasing her dreams. Isn't that all we ever try to go in life? Work for our happiness? Regular jobs are a fucking prison... like who in their right minds wants to ...

*My phone starts ringing*

"BABYYY! How are you!" says Harry with enthusiasm... complete enthusiasm

I laugh "Hi, babe... did you just finish a show?"

"YEP, I'll send you the funniest video I took on stage you'll love it... but anyway I can't wait to see that pretty pretty face in a week"

"Me either, I need you.. in more ways than one" I mumble

"HAHAHAHA babeeee I need you, too. I gotta hop in the shower but I love you and I'll see you very soon, love"

"I love you too, keep thinking of me" I smile

"Always"

He's the biggest dork I know, but I wouldn't trade him for the world and you'd never believe how much we know about each other with only the short amount of time we have been together.

We make sure to call or video call every day, even if it's only for 30 seconds like today.

I've also been thinking about my mom a bit more. Like I hate her, but she's my mother? What do I do? Harry wants it to be my decision no matter what but he makes it very clear that he hates her guts.

I guess I'll just have to think about it more. Hopefully I can sleep tonight as well. I've been having my nightmares again.. and I haven't told Harry. I don't want him to worry when he's thousands of miles away. What's the point in that?

It's usually in reoccurring dream.. where I'm alone in the woods. I don't want to think about it anymore. What if I trigger something. I just want it to stop.

If they get worse I'll tell Harry but for now I can't.

Tomorrow's a new day andddd I will be listening to Girl Almighty the whole day!