Night changes

Chapter 2 (Edited)

Michael's P.O.V

It was another damn day of school. I can literally go crazy. I was walking towards the door of my damn school when a girl bumped into me.

"Oh, sorry I didn't look where i was goi-" She apologized until I stopped her during mid sentence.

"Hey, hey no need to apologize, accidents happen all the time." I told her shrugging it off.

She was pretty. She was not tall but not too short either. I looked at her deep brown eyes and her hair she dyed red. I can feel this feeling inside of me that says that I like her. But I had to shake that thought away. There is no way in hell I'm falling for another girl. I should be sitting like a little girl crying about Livvie.

I've never believe in all these lovey dovey shit that comes out of people's mouth after what I experienced a few months ago.

A few months ago, my girlfriend died from a car crash.

I've been shutting people out since then. I didn't eat, I didn't come out of my room for weeks and I didn't talk to anybody. I was heartbroken.

As I was mentally hurting I physically hurt myself. Well one of the plans that I made up to end my life almost succeed but it was my stupid sister's fault.

*Flashback*

My parents were out of town. They left me alone with my younger sister, Noël. This happened after Livvie's funeral. I was a crying mess. I came home deciding weather if I should end my life or not. I've been sitting here like a piece of shit. If I want her so bad I should end it. I sent out a few texts to my friends Luke, Calum, Ashton, Noël and one to my parents saying,

'Hey I won't be a crying piece of shit anymore I love you guys so much xx'

Then it started, I left a suicide note on my phone. In front of me there was a bottle of bleach and a bottle of windex. Deciding to do it, I poured the two substances down my throat. As the liquids burn down my throat, I was feeling droopy. In a matter of seconds, I was on the floor looking dead not until I woke up from a dreaded long sleep. Smelling something pungent made me realise that I was in a hospital with my sister sitting beside me sobbing.

I shifted on my bed to signal my sister that I was finally awake. She quickly ran over to me.

"Mikey?" She asked softy, her voice was soft after all the crying she did.

I then tried to speak but instead I started crying.

"Mikey, you were out for like a whole month!" She said as my eyes widened.

I saw my phone near me I grabbed it and typed,

'What happened?' I typed.

"When you sent me the text I knew that you were gonna end your life. I called Ashton to come help me to get you out of the room. Mom didn't give a fuck about it though. Dad only worried about his money and he also didn't give a fuck about us. You were illegally dead for the amount of bleach and windex you consumed. So here you are after a month and a half awake from your induced coma." She explained.

"Shit, I'm sorry." I said groggily from the lack of use in my voice.

After that my dad said that I shouldn't been left alone. Noël was with me 24/7 after that day.

*Flashback ends*

"Hello..hello....?" The girl said making me snap out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I asked innocently.

"I asked you 'what is your name?'" she said.

"Uh..my name is Michael." I said as I took a shaky breath.

"I'm Ariana," She said before giving me a smile.

Hey xx
This is a new chapter I wrote . Before you ask yes I brought up the topic about self harm so if you feel offended then I'm very sorry .
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