Carousel |pt. 2| pjy

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"I do." I smiled widely when I said those 2 words

Who knew even those 2 words couldn't save us from whats to come?

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I laid on my couch watching TV, Jinyoung was gonna be home late again as usual, so I was yet again alone. I decided since every other time I stay at home, I'd go out with Jackson. He's always entertaining I thought turning the TV off and heading upstairs, I smile seeing Jinyoung's hoodie he gave me after graduation. I decided I'd put it on to remember when we always had time for each other instead of now. Me being the only one still trying...

I grab a pair of leggings and slip them on, then putting on the hoodie and heading downstairs. I grab a pair of black converse and as I'm putting them on, Jinyoung walks inside. "Oh, I was just about to see if Jackson wanted to hang out" I smile slightly, he doesn't respond but goes to the kitchen. I'm done trying. "I'll see you later" I say bluntly walking out the door. He didn't even come after me. 

I did all I could to fight back the tears. I walked the sidewalk and sat on a bench calling Jackson. 

(Jackson, Suki)

Hello?
Hey..
Suki? Whats wrong?
Jinyoung's been really distant lately
He didn't even say anything to me when he got home...I've tried so hard to get things back to normal but ever since we got married he's been so strange.
Do I need to have a talk with him?
You can't do that Jackson...He's still my husband.
I don't mean high school have a talk, I mean actually
I know, But he'll get mad either way.
I'll talk to him later.
You wanna hang out at our old Cafe?
That'd be nice. I haven't been there in so long...

I sat on the bench just looking around. I hear footsteps next to me and look over to see Jinyoung heading my way. "What're you doing out here?" He asks me, I huff out a sigh. "I told you inside" I smile slightly. "I thought you weren't going anymore" He says, I shrug. "You ignored me so I wanted to go with Jackson to at least have someone to talk to" I say bluntly, He sighs. "I wanna hang out tonight" He says looking at me. "I'll let Jackson know" I mumble getting my phone out, I text him and let him know. 

"We can watch movies and cuddle like we used to" He says with a small smile. I smile "Of course!" I say following him back home. "Suki!" I hear Jackson call. "Suki wake up" I feel a shake on my shoulder and open my eyes. "Oh..." I mumble, the dream felt so real. I honestly wish it was... "You tired?" He asks chuckling, I shake my head. "No, I guess I just got too caught up in my thoughts and fell asleep" I mumble tiredly, he chuckles. "Still no Jinyoung?" He asks, I shake my head. 

"I thought it was real" I shake my head. "Too good to be true, Jinyoung barely speaks to me anymore" I shrug and stand up. Jackson lets me in his car and then heads to the cafe. "I'm sorry about him Suki, I don't know what's gotten into him" He sighs, I shake my head. "Its no big deal, I've got you, yugyeom, and Mark to hang out with. Plus Yuri and Bam are gonna be back soon" I smile widely, He nods. "They are aren't they?"

"I'm so excited to tell her about how Mark went back to his old ways after she left" I say with a sarcastic smile on my face. "She'll fix him up" He says, I laugh. "I knooww, she don't play those games" I say, he chuckles. "You gonna talk to him about it soon?" Jackson asks. I nod "He's off soon I'll talk to him then" I say sighing. "I don't know why he's acting like that though.." I mumble, Jackson shrugs. "Maybe he is just like who he said he's not and got bored of me." 

"I doubt that, you're no where near boring" He says chuckling. I laugh and look out at the cafe. "It's smaller than I remember" I smile as we park and head inside to the cafe...