Carousel |pt. 2| pjy

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I made it to Jinyoungs and headed up to the door, grabbing the spare key and walking inside. "Jinyoung?" I call, no response. "Jinyoung are you home??" I ask walking upstairs, I hear the TV in his room, and walk in to see him laying there. "Didn't have enough?" He asks, I sigh and sit at the foot of his bed. "Someone from the company called me asking where you were..." I look at him, he sighed. "Suki, I never meant anything I said to you...I really want to have this baby, I want this family, I miss you...and I realized how wrong I've been and I know all of this is my fault" He moves next to me, and grabs my hand. "You deserve so much better than what I did to you, I know, I shouldn't have blamed you for my stupidity or tried to push my guilt onto you. Just please let me fix this"

I stay silent for a few seconds, before he lets go of my hand. "I understand if you don't want to let me, and if you wanna stay with Jackson that's fine, after what I did...I don't deserve you or your trust." He mutters. "I wanna fix it Jinyoung, you just have to promise me one thing" I say, he looks at me. "What is it?" He asks. "Promise me that this'll never happen again, and you'll try to tell me when more things happen." I say, he nods. "I promise, just please...don't leave like that again." He says. "If it doesn't happen again I won't have to" I say, he nods and pulls me into a hug. I hug him back before pulling away. He smiles at me before leaning in and kissing me, I kiss back smiling into the kiss. I've missed this...

He breaks the kiss and smiles. "So what happened to her?" I ask, he chuckles. "I fired her" He says, I nod. "Good, also...when's the next business party? I wanna be there to announce that you're gonna be having babies soon" I say, his smile widens. "Babies?" He asks, I nod. "We're having twins~" I chime, he hugs me tightly again. "Don't ever let me be so stupid again, I have to fix this!" He says, letting me go and looking at me. "Wanna have a movie night? I can cook for you, and we'll have snacks. We can cuddle and I'll help you with your morning sickness tomorrow too" He says hopefully, I smile. "We have to go talk to everyone over there first, and I have to move back in" I say, he nods. "I'll take care of getting your stuff after we talk to everyone."

"Jackson's gonna be the harder one to talk to, he's really mad about..everything" I say, he nods. "I figured...we can talk to him though, I'm just happy we get to fix this" He says wrapping his arm around my waist. "Me too" I smile, laying my head on his shoulder. We sit like that for a few minutes in silence before my phone going off breaks the silence, I pick it up. "Yuri's asking where I am, I guess thats our cue" I say standing up, he stands and walks with me. "I'll drive." He says opening the door for me. "You think Yuri's gonna be okay?" He asks, I nod. "Just let me talk to them first and I'll come get you" I answer, he nods and we get in his car.

Soon we arrive at Jacksons, I turn to him. "Don't get out of the car, let me take care of them." I say before stepping out of the car and going inside. "Where were you? You haven't eaten this morning and you just disappear like that?"Yuri asks worried. I nod "I'll eat now, while I do tell you where I've been and why I was there" I say, Yuri goes to the kitchen and comes back with a bowl of some salad. "What is it?" I ask, she shakes her head. "Just eaaattt" She says, I nod and take a bite before clearing my throat. "Get her a drink, then you can talk" She says, Jaebum goes and gets a glass of water. "Guys, I can get things myself." I say laughing, he nods. "I know, but Yuri's gonna kill us if we don't listen"

"Okay anyways" Yuri says, I nod. "Well, umm...This salad's good by the way" I say, trying my best to put off telling her where I was. "Thank you, I made it specially for you. It's good for pregnancies. My aunt said so, now please tell me where you were this morning. We were all worried sick" She says, I nod. "Well, I got a call this morning that really worried me so I went to Jinyoungs to make sure he didn't do anything stupid, and we talked and he apologized and said how he knows everything was his fault and he understands if I don't want to, but he wants to fix everything again..."...