Mono || knj ff (Completed✔️)

1 Tokyo

Namjoon Pov

I wake with a huge headache. 'Where am I', I glance around to see where i am but it's hard to move my head 'What the fart?,What happened last night?'

I lay back down to try and remember what happened to me and to eas the pain come from my head.

"Namjoon where do you think you are going im talking to you " my mother yells at me.
"Mom its time I become my own person you can't force me to be something I'm not." I yelled back as I ran out of the house.

20 minutes later I find myself at a local tavern. 'A little drink won't hurt plus I need to distress.' I don't know how many drinks I had but soon I felt tipsy. The thing about me is that I'm light weight and too much alcohol could let to many things...

I went to the dance and started dancing with the babes that grinded their lower half against mine. It was fun until felt someone pull me back roughly and a punch hit me hit me in the face...

Well that explains why I have a headache and a slightly bruised face. This is not the first time I slept on the streets. The reason why I usually sleep in the streets is because my mom is basically forcing me to major in engineering but I wanna be a musician. I know this may sound childish but this has been my dream since I can remember. But that's not the only reason why I ran from home.

I pick myself up, dusting the dirt of my clothes while avoiding the pain from my head. I sigh loudly and make my way to the bus stop. The arrives in less than 10 minutes later and I hop in. Feeling exhausted as ever I take sit at the far left of the bus where it's empty so I can catch up on sleep a little.

Small whimpers are heard from across where I'm sitting. Only to find a girl about my age crying softly and I feel the urge to go the a comfort her. And so I do.

"Hello? Are you okay? What's wrong you can talk to me" I tell in a soft voice so I don't scare her. "I'm not going to hurt you, you can talk to me" I say again and she looks up at me.

Her beautiful, heart shaped face was wet due to her tears. Her beautiful hazel eyes held so much pain it broke my heart. She had beautiful brown skin and curly hair. Which complimented her beautiful eyes perfectly.

"You can't help me. You have no idea what I've been through." She said in a low breaken voice.

"Maybe I can't help you but I can make you feel better if you let me. I could try because even though I just met you it breaks my heart to see you cry like this."
Woah first of all I don't know  why I said that but it seemed like the only thing good thing to say to a girl as beautiful as her. And she looked like she need comfort so why not.

"And how would you do that?" She asked raising an eyebrow in my direction. Sassy yet cute me likey. Haha what!

"Well I don't know but I'll see along the way. Only if you let me, maybe I'm the one to remove the pain from your beautiful face." I smile showing my dimples.

"Are you flirting with me?"

Am I? I don't know. But if I am its totally unintentional or is it? You know what I don't care as long as I can make her smile its okay.

"I don't know, am I?" I smile down at her and she respons with a bright smile.

I don't know how much time I spend looking at her smiling. But all I can tell is that it was nice to smile after so much time of not smiling.

"Is that a yes to me making you happy again?" I break the silence.
"Yes"

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We went to a small Cafe and started talking.
"You know we've been talking for about an hour and I still don't know your name"
"That's because you never asked dude but my name is Naomi, yours?"
"Beautifull name for a beautiful lady,call me Namjoon " I smile at her.

"That's so cheesy" she laughs and let me tell you that's the most beautiful laugh I've heard in my life

"Normally I'm not cheesy but to see you laugh I will be cheesy"

"You don't have to be cheesy to make me laugh just be yourself "

After eating we made our way to the park which was filled with lots of kids and their parents. I notice that its some kids birthday party and all these other kids are his friends.

I remember when I used to have friend and a loving family. Watching that kid and everyone around him bought so much pain in my heart when I realise that all those things were taken away from me before I could even say the word wait.

"You look like you are going to cry what's wrong?" Naomi looked straight in my eyes looking for answers
"I don't know I just miss myself I guess, the carefree me, when I was still a child and had everything you can ever ask for as a child."

"I know what you mean"

" Life is a word that sometimes  you cannot say. And an ash is something we should  all be.Why does love and hate sound just the same to me?" My mind drifts off to dark places

"Look Namjoon please dont let your past affect the person you today. Look I know today was ment for you to make me feel better but now its my turn to return the favour. " Naomi smiles up at me bringing me back to reality.

She pulls me by hand and run to the water sprinklers.
"Come on let's have fun!" Her smile radiates a warm feeling to my heart and I follow her with a small smile.
I feel like this is the beginning of a new chapter of my life.

We played until 4:30pm and I kinda developed a sense a happiness when she's around. To say that today was fun would be a understatement, it was awesome. Unfortunately now it was time to go home.

"Wanna hang out some other time I really enjoyed my day with you today. "
"Yeah just give me your numbers and I'll text you."
So I did I gave her my phone numbers and she promised to text my later.

"I hope you had fun today and kinda healed from that thing you were crying about in the bus." I smiled at her

"Yea I did thanks."

I take her to the bus stop and hug her goodbye as she enters the bus.

When the bus leaves I feel empty because she was not beside and I am going to the hell hole I call home. A depressed feeling makes its way to my chest.

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