I Forgive You (Kim Namjoon x Reader)

Heartbroken

Heyy! the hiatus took a lot longer than expected 🥴. I've lost all motivation to write in the past few months, so I couldn't enjoy writing for this book. But I'm back, and hopefully you guys will like this chapter! <3

Also realized, in the previous chapter, I mixed up Jennie and Jisoo's names. So sorry for that! 😔✌🏻
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Y/N POV
Hoseok and I walked side by side, back into the Big Hit building. Once we were in front of the practice room, he stepped aside and bowed, allowing me through first. I had to laugh at his gesture.

First thing I saw walking in was Namjoon. He was sitting at a table across the room, head buried in his hands, and Yoongi by his side, rubbing his back in circle motions. Next I saw Jimin, who was off to the side, practicing their dance choreo for DNA.

"You'll be alright. Just relax, y/n," Hoseok whispered to me. I looked up at him, smiling, and giving him a thumbs up.

"Ah, Hoseok, y/n, you're back!" Jin half shouted, smiling, gaining everyone's attention.

"Great. Can we get started now? Before she comes back? I really don't want to deal with her right now," Jungkook said through gritted teeth. Jin let out a hearty chuckle, patting his back.

"Sure. Y/n, you okay being here, watching us?" Jin asked, turning his attention to me and Hoseok.

"Yeah, I'll be okay. You all can go ahead and begin," I replied, giving another thumbs up to him. He nodded his head, and asked for everyone to get into formation.

I made my way over the the table Namjoon was previously at, taking a seat. I couldn't wait to see their routines.

No one's POV
Jisoo stood at the front of the Big Hit building, waiting for Jennie to arrive. She had texted her earlier, saying she'll be there in 10. Jisoo scoffed, replying with "okay". she tapped her heel impatiently at the ground, arms crossed over her chest.

Not too long later, a black van pulled up, the sleek black door sliding open. Jennie stepped out of the car wearing a cropped tee, with a pair of sweats. She spotted Jisoo, and smiled, waving at her.

"Finally! I was getting bored of just standing here," Jisoo complained, playfully smacking her best friend's arm. Jennie laughed, and turned around to wave her driver goodbye, watching as he sped away into the distance.

"Come on! I wanna see this y/n girl you've been complaining about so much," Jennie huffed.

"She's not that great, honestly. Sure she has a pretty face, but she's nothing like me. Just a few levels below me." Jennie rolled her eyes, listening to her band member complain yet again.

A few moments of silence passed as the girls walked in, until Jennie started talking again. "Is she inside right now? If so, that'll make this stupid plan of yours way easier."

Jisoo stopped in her tracks, turning her head to Jennie. "Probably. If that's the case, then I'll stick around out here, and wait for you to finish."

Jennie nodded, letting go of her arm, and continuing down corridor.

Once she found the source of music and where it was coming from, she smiled. She brought herself closer to the door to find y/n.

"There she is." She thought. Y/N sat at the table, scrolling on her phone, not paying attention to the argument going on between the boys. She rolled her eyes, and swiftly pushed open the door.

Y/N POV
I tilted my head up to look at the door, which was pushed open by a girl. A very pretty looking one.

"Hey, guys!" She greeted Bangtan. I flicked my eyes over to analyze the boys expressions. They didn't seem happy at all.

Moving my attention back to the girl, I saw her looking right at me, and eyebrow raised.

"And who might you be?" She asked, strutting over to me, her hair bouncing with every step she took.

"I'm y/n, and you are?" I asked with a bored expression, my head titled slightly to the side. She laughed, and took a seat opposite of me.

"Me? I'm Jennie, from Blackpink. You know the group, right? Jisoo, Lisa, Rosé and I?"

Did she just say Jisoo? This must be a nightmare.

"Enough, Jennie. Who or what are you here for?" Namjoon spoke, his fists clenching.

Jennie simply laughed, making her way over to Namjoon, attempting to hug him. "You, of course. I've missed you Namjoon."

I felt a few tears threatening to fall, but I controlled myself. Stay calm, y/n. She's nothing to him.

I watched as Namjoon swung her off, pushing her back with little force. She huffed, and walked back over to me, sitting down and pulling out her phone, anger evident on her face.

"What's up with you and these girls, Joon?" Taehyung scoffed, returning to his original position in the dance. Namjoon didn't know what to say. He just stood there, motionless, looking as if he was about to collapse and cry right then and there. Luckily, Yoongi broke the tension.

"Alright, enough. Let's hurry up and finish practice. We don't want to cause any more trouble today." Namjoon nodded, looking over to me. I faintly smiled at him, motioning for him to continue practice. He sighed, shuffling to the side of the room.

From the corner of my glossy eyes, I could see Jennie sneaking a look at me, an eyebrow raised. It was filled with disgust, I could tell.

"You know..." she began. I flicked my eyes over to her, my expression blank.

"Namjoom doesn't really care about you. He just wants to use you. Like he did Jisoo."

Is she serious right now? Kim Namjoon, the most loving, kind hearted man I've met, using girls?

"Oh how in love she was, but he couldn't return those feelings for her. I remember every single bit of that day. The way their lips molded together, as Namjoon roughly pushed her back against the wall," she scoffed. "'You're nothing to me, Jisoo. Don't ever think I had any feelings for you-'"

I couldn't take it anymore.

I stood up, slamming my hands against the table, head down.

"Aw, is our little y/n upset? No wonder Namjoon likes Jisoo and I better than you, you've got to fix that attitude if you're ever gonna want a boyfriend," she scoffed, typing away at her phone.

"What the fuck? You're delusional, Jennie. I've only ever had feelings for-" Namjoon paused his talking, hearing my quiet sniffling.

"For who, Namjoon?" I managed to choke out.
"Jennie? Jisoo? You clearly have more interest in them. Maybe I was better off not knowing you in the first place..." I sobbed.

And with those words said, I roughly pushed open the doors, making my way out of the building, and over to a nearby cafe, not giving him a chance to react.

All along, Jisoo stood outside the practice  room, listening to every word said.
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