I Forgive You (Kim Namjoon x Reader)

Heartbroken pt.2

Namjoon POV
"For who, Namjoon?" She choked out. God how I hate seeing her cry. It took every ounce in me to not run over and bundle her up.

"Jennie? Jisoo? You clearly have more interest in them. Maybe I was better off not knowing you in the first place..."

Maybe I was better off not knowing you in the first place...

I stood, my body tense and stiff. It was as if a tsunami of overwhelming sadness and anger had washed over me, carrying me away from reality.

I quickly caught onto my senses as I heard the doors to the practice room being violently pushed open.

I didn't dare look at any of my band mates. Especially Yoongi.

"Ahem, Namjoon," Jin called. I forced myself to pick my head up, and look him dead in the eyes. I clenched my fists, waiting for an answer.

Before he could speak, Jennie spoke up. "Awe, poor y/n. Running off like the brat she is."

I tried so hard to swing myself at her, but the stinging force of Yoongi's grip on my shoulders pulled me backwards, roughly colliding into his chest.

"Tch. She's honestly such a bitch. You need to up your standards, Joon," Jennie spat. She got up from the seat, strutting out of the room, without one goodbye to any of us.

The burning hatred for the two of them were so visible in my eyes right now. I could've practically taken out a whole population just now.

"You need to go to her, Joon. Nothing's gonna be fixed unless you start explaining," Jin explained. I took a couple deep breaths, before giving him a nod, strolling out of the room.

Of course, I just had to be stopped by the one and only, Jisoo. Was she out here the whole time?

"Joonie, babe, where are you going? Don't you have practice right now?" She reached her hand up to cup my cheek, her thumb rubbing back and forth. I quickly swatted her hand away, painfully gripping onto her wrist.

"You. You started this all. Don't you get it, Jisoo? I don't like you! I've only ever had eyes for y/n," I huffed, my grip on her tightening by the second, anger still visible throughout my expression.

I saw tears forming in her eyes, but I didn't know if it was from what I said, or the way I held her wrist.

"W-what? You- you can't be serious! She's nothing compared to me! I'm so much better for you, Joonie!" She sobbed, slowly sinking down onto her knees. I rolled my eyes, letting her wrist free, harshly colliding with the hardwood flooring. I watched as she hissed, rubbing her wrist.

"What does she have that I don't...?"

I raised an eyebrow, not able to hear what she just said. She looks so pathetic like this, on the ground and crying.

"What? Speak up, Jisoo," I spat.

"W-what does she have that I don't? I'm pretty, I care for you, uhm..."

I scoffed, taking a couple steps closer to the exit of the building. "Trust me. Y/n is one of the most selfless, loving, and beautiful human beings I've ever met. She had everything you lack. Bye now, Jisoo."

Even though I was almost out the building door, I could hear her sobs coming from just outside the practice room.

I knew I hurt her, and she deserves it.

I called my driver, telling him to come quick. All I needed right now was to talk with her. Tell her that she's the only I love.

I thought back to when she was crying earlier in the practice room. How my heart was slowly and painfully being ripped into shreds. It'd always take hours of soothing and holding her to be able to calm her down. But I never complained one bit when she cried. All because I wanted to be there for her, and remind her that she was beyond perfect.

I didn't wait too long until my driver pulled up to the front of Bit Hit. The van came to a halt, and it's side door slid open, allowing me to step in.

Now I don't where y/n would be, but probably at the cafe she'd always go to. It wasn't too far from Big Hit, actually. I remember she'd always go there when she was feeling down.

"Take me to Aurora's cafe, please," I told the driver. He looked at me from the rearview mirror, and nodded before starting to drive.

Y/n, i'm so sorry.
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Short chapter, sorry y'all 😔✌🏻

Next update will be in a couple of days! <3

I'm aware that the whole Jisoo and Jennie thing makes no absolute sense afjsjsns 💀

bUt, thank you for reading and waiting, I appreciate it lots! :)