I Forgive You (Kim Namjoon x Reader)

Meeting the Others pt.3

"Let's go eat, yeah?" I nodded, smiling, and he took my hand in his, walking us both out to the kitchen.
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Your POV:
He hummed a tune as he walked us out to the kitchen. As we got to the table, the others were already seated. I was a bit shocked to see so many guys, and just me being there felt weird...

Namjoon's eyes shot down to my hand holding Hoseok's. I could see a bit of jealousy in them. Was he jealous of Hoseok or-

He coughed to get everyone's attention, seeing as they were making small talk with one another. "Guys. I never got the chance to tell you all, but we have a guest eating with us today, and her name is y/n, my ex," he explained with a hint of sadness. I chuckled softly to myself. Maybe he really does miss me...

The boys turned their heads to look at me and Hoseok. I felt my cheeks turn a light shade of pink, and brought myself closer to his arm. He chuckled at my action.

The guy with pink hair spoke first (A/N: I'm new to the fandom so soz if I get all their eras mixed up •~•). "It's nice to meet you, y/n. I'm sure you know of us, hm?" He asked.

I shook my head, and got a soft sigh as a response from him. "It's fine. I don't expect everyone to know of us, ha. Anyways, my name's Kim Taehyung, but you can call me Tae for short!" He introduced with excitement.

I smiled at him, and gave him a small nod in response. He turned to his right, facing another guy, but with black hair. "This is Jungkook, the youngest of us all. Jin's the oldest," he continued. I looked over at Jin, and smiled.

"And I'm Jimin! I'm sure we'll be great friends," he stated, shooting me a a wide grin, making me giggle.

"Have you met the others, y/n?" Taehyung asked. I nodded my head, smiling.

Namjoon sighed loudly to capture everyone's attention once more, and motioned for me to sit by him.

I was about to let go of Hoseok, but he pulled my arm, motioning for me to follow him, so I did. I could hear Namjoon growl quietly. Honestly this dude is confusing me. Like does he want me, or does he not want me?

I ended up sitting next to Hoseok, and across from Yoongi. He gave me a smile to signal that he acknowledged my presence, and I returned it. Maybe he's not so bad after all. Huh.

"Well, what are waiting for? Let's eat!" Jin announces. The boys cheered, and began to dig in.

"Be sure to leave food for y/n too, guys!" Jin half shouted. I giggled, and so did Hoseok.

He told me to tell him if I wanted anything from the table. He could sense that I was shy, and a bit tense, too. I nodded, and scooted closer to him. He chuckled, and lazily draped his arm around my shoulders, all the while gathering food for himself.

I raised my head up to meet Namjoon's stare. I could tell he was upset with the way Hoseok was treating me, but why should he? We aren't dating...

He gave me a weak smile, and returned to eating. Hoseok looked over at me, and frowned. "Something wrong?"

I was snapped out of my thoughts, and looked up at him. I gave him a small smile.

"Yeah. Just thinking too much..." He ruffled my hair, and smile.

"Just relax, y/n. If you want, you can always come and talk to me. I'm here for you." His words made my heart melt. I've never had anyone to talk to, especially about my problems in life. I sighed and rested my head on his shoulder. "Thank you, Hoseok."

He smiled, and began to get food for my plate. for the first time in a long time, I ate in contentment. The boys weren't as disruptive as my family, although they did bicker over food, but it was alright. I assume it happened often between them. The bickering and mini arguments.

"Taehyung-Ah! I wanted the last piece of meat!" Jungkook complained. Taehyung giggled. He was teasing Jungkook. He slowly placed the slice of pork in his mouth, but not exactly on his tongue. He raised one of his eyebrows, and Jungkook growled, which made me laugh. This went on for a good while, until Yoongi surrendered.

"Here, Kook. Just take my piece. I can't stand watching this anymore." As he handed over his pork to Jungkook, the boys were left in shock.

"Wow... Yoongi giving up his food? That's a first," Jimin stated, giggling. I raised one of my eyebrows in question.

"Does he not usually give up his food?" I asked. I looked over at Yoongi, who was shaking his head.

"Not always. It's just a pain watching Jungkook and Taehyung's little dinner game all the time. Might as well put a stop to it while you're here." He chuckled. I couldn't help but chuckle with him. I looked over at Namjoon, who had his gaze held firmly at his hands, or the ground, but I couldn't tell.

He noticed my staring, and raised his head to look at me. I averted my sight from him to the plate in front of me, but I couldn't help to slightly tilt my head towards him.

From the corner of my eyes, I could see him smiling at me, chuckling softly, too. That caused a tint of pink to wash over my cheeks, making me bite the inside of my cheeks to stop me from grinning like an idiot.

After a few more minutes at the table, Hoseok spoke up. "I'll go and wash the dishes for you Jinnie." Jin looked at him, smiling with joy.

"Thank you, Hobi! Finally I get to turn in early," Jin stated, chuckling. I couldn't help but giggle. Did the guys ever help out with tasks, or was it all for Jin to do?

Hoseok leaned down to my ear, and whispered something to me. "I have a spare change of clothes for you in my room, lying on top of the dresser. Feel free to go and shower first while you wait for me." And with that, he collected all the dishes off the table, and headed to the sink.

I could sense Namjoon's gaze on me. He's been looking at me an awful lot since the time we met at IKEA. It makes me wonder if his feelings for me are resurfacing again. Honestly, I could ask myself the same thing.

I've been blushing at almost every little contact we've had, even if just a look.

throughout all of this, I completely lost track of time. I pulled out my phone, and powered it on.

9:46 PM.

I wasn't planning on staying over, but Hoseok made it very clear he wanted me to stay. I chuckled to myself, and made my way over to the couch. I decided to relax for a bit before heading off to shower.
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